Miki's First Love - Miki Yamuri

As time passed, I had started to grow accustomed to my surroundings and my new condition. I couldn’t believe how much time had passed. After the problems in the beginning, becoming a girl had been fun. There was still this over powering familiarity and strange newness at the same time. I knew I was Miki, an 18 year old adult baby girl, but at the same time I knew I used to be fifty one year John too. My new body was absolutely beautiful too. Long white blond hair, extremely attractive figure too. Very petit. There was no more of the split personality issues ... just a wonderful strangeness about everything and a comfortable familiarity that made my new life fun and pleasant.

I would catch mommy and daddy watching me sometimes as I looked through things. When they realized I had noticed them, they would always try to hide their scrutiny. It made me feel weird to know I was being watched this way. It is true that I had been through something unique. They loved me and were very concerned.

I had found a closet one day that I hadn’t been in before. Whenever I find one of these places, I always find neat stuff. There were many rooms and closets I had never been in before. I explored eagerly. 

I opened the door. I had found some of the neatest dresses and rompers I had ever seen. There were jeans and hot pants. Many kinds of shoes. 

I also found several extremely beautiful ball gowns. 
There was one that stood heads and above everything else. A hand made gown with a crocheted shawl that was the most beautiful I had ever seen. Each stitch and loop was a delicate work of art. Made from the webs of the Glow Moths of Ceti Delta Prime. Extremely rare, extremely expensive, extremely beautiful. Would always be stunningly bright white. Glows with an essence everyone finds extremely appealing. Enhances the beauty of the wearer. 

Is woven by the larvae chaste before they weave their cocoons. I was amazed. I realize it was made just for me and it was absolutely beautiful! I touched the cloth. I had never felt something so luxurious and soft in my life! Chills ran up my spine. It gave off a very pleasant energy. It made you feel so good.

I couldn’t imagine me in that dress nor where I could possibly go in it.
I shake my head slightly and continue my treasure hunt.

In a small chest of drawers inside the walk in closet, I had also found some of the laciest panties and tops I had ever seen. I loved all the thick ruffles on some of the panties. They looked like flowers of different colors. The dresses all had puffy sleeves and looked like they were custom made for me. In another drawer, I found lots of pretty bras, all apparently made to fit my boobies. I tried one on. It fit so well. I giggled as I looked in the mirror. The bra fit and caressed me so wonderfully. I was delighted.

I turned around and saw mommy watching me. Darn it ... I wanted to know what the problem was. I took off the bra and folded it neatly. I put it back in the drawer. I put my top back on.

I went over to mommy and demanded, “Mommy, why are you and daddy always watching me? I feel really spooky when I see you doing that.”

Mommy caressed me gently and said softly, “We love you very much baby. We know it has been a long time since the transfer but, we want to make sure that you have no more adjustment problems like you did the first few months. It grieves us when you wake up in the night and have terrible night mares. It also grieves us when you have duality problems. We want to be ready to help if we are needed.”

I hugged mommy tightly. I loved mommy so very much. I assured her that I didn’t have that problem any more. I know who I am and I also know who I used to be. I had already resolved the duality problems long ago.

I asked mommy, “What are these clothes? They are absolutely gorgeous!” I pointed to the new closet.

Mom ran her hand through my hair and said, “You are not a baby anymore sweetheart. It’s true you really do sort of look like it. There are noticeable differences. You probably feel like it, but your not and haven’t been for ... a very long time. These are the clothes for you when you decide you don’t want to be a baby anymore and want ... to pursue other interests.”

My eyes open wide. I was totally confused. Just what did that mean?
I look at mommy for a minute and then ask, “I thought I was baby mommy.”

Mommy smiles and says softly, “You are sweetheart, and will always be. The prolongation shot you had many years ago insures that.” She lovingly runs her hand through my hair again before continuing, “It’s just that a young lady develops ... other interests eventually. Your body doesn’t age ... you still do. This is so that you may explore those interests when you have them.”

I ask innocently confused, “What in Nexus are you talking about mommy?”

Mommy laughs softly and hugs me and says, “My baby. There will come a time ... you will understand my love.” She kisses me softly and pats me on my bottom before she walks out of the nursery and is gone again. I really miss mommy when she is gone. She doesn’t stay gone very long ... just seems like it to me.

I am totally confused. I see Nana go into the crib room. I decide to ask her. I go into the room with Nana. She turns and smiles her beautiful smile at me and asks, “Does baby want to be diapered?”
I was truly tempted ... I shrugged it off and ask instead, “What are ... a young lady’s other interests, Nana.”

Nana giggles so sweetly and says, “Why baby! What brought on this kind of question?”

I replied shyly, “Mom said I will have other interests eventually. I wanted to know what that might be is all.”

Nana folds her hands and smiles so wonderfully at me before she says sweetly, “You do know about boys ... don’t you baby?”

I was dazzled. I hadn’t thought about any of that since the transfer. It was a long time ago. I hadn’t realized that almost seven hundred years had passed. Everything had been such a great adventure. I had very real memory flashes of ... sex. Very good and satisfying sex. All the wrong orientation.
I had never had sex as a girl. I felt a strange arousal as I thought about it.

Nana kneels down and takes my chin gently in her hand. She asks so softly in a concerned tone, “Are you alright baby? You look ... troubled.”

I had opened Pandora’s box with my questions. I was troubled. I was feeling my first twinges of sexual curiosity. I now had some serious things to work through I wouldn’t have had if I hadn’t found that stupid closet.

I ask Nana, “How old am I, Nana?”

Nana replies softly, “If we start you counting at the day of your ... medical problem ... about seven hundred years give or take a year or two.”

Surprise ... I think about it. It has been a long time. I remember the passage of time. I am dizzy with all the things that have happened in my life during this long stretch. It has been a really exciting and wondrous adventure being suddenly female. 

I ask, “Nana ... what happens if I don’t like boys?”

Nana giggles sweetly and says, “I’m sure you will change your ... position on that when the time comes. There are ... other things too.”

“Like what?” I ask.

Nana replies, “There are places you will go and people you will meet. You won’t always be in diapers baby. There will be times when you will be a most becoming young lady. After all, you are the Crown Emperess of Terrian Nexus. You will enjoy going too, I assure you.”

She takes me in her arms and hugs me lovingly then says, “Baby, even if you like girls ... it’s ok. There are many who would be more than happy to be your playmate and enjoy the same pampering you have.”

I am really confused. It would be nice to have a playmate to talk over all the things I am confused about. It would be nice to have another girl to play with. When I am in baby mode, it would be especially nice. I love playing with Nana ... just a girlfriend would be nice too. I didn’t yet understand the concept of Playmate. I would learn.

Baby Meets Him

I walk out into the main bedroom. The door to the nursery opens. I am stunned when the most beautiful man I have ever seen walks in the door escorting my daddy. He is dressed in military formal dress uniform. He has Captain’s bars and the Imperial braid that designates him as Head of the security battalion. I also notice he has several very formidable weapons on him. He is carrying his rifle slung across his broad shoulders. He is beautiful! I am in my rumba panties and a shorty top. Larry Notices me. Oh, he smiles!

Daddy notices me standing there staring. He sees the look on Larry’s face. I must have had a dazed expression. I realize I have been staring. I blush very pink and turn to go into the potty room to get my thoughts back on track. Daddy doesn’t give me the opportunity. 

He calls me over. I am all flustered inside. I see a gleam in dad’s eye. Daddy introduces me, “Miki. I want you to meet the head of Imperial Security. His name is Captain Larry Turner. Larry, this is the young Emperess Miki Anton.”

He bows gracefully and takes my right hand in his huge hand. I feel an electrical tingle run through me as he takes my hand. I feel so hot and moist in my most secret places. He bends and kisses me on the back of my knuckles and says in the most heavenly deep voice, “It is a great pleasure, My Lady.”

I am dazed. I can feel his words as they deliciously spread through me. I have serious emotions well up in me. I am so emotional I wet my panties. I am totally embarrassed. I feel conflicted. I blush deeply from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet. The only thing I can do is giggle shyly and curtsy.

Daddy smiles deeply and says, “Well baby, I am sure you and the Captain will get along famously. We do have to be about other business.”

Daddy bends down, tells me he loves me a lot, and kisses me lovingly as he pats me on my bottom. It isn’t noticeable yet I am wet.

Larry bows again gracefully and says in his heavenly voice, “My Lady.”

Larry opens the door ... daddy walks through and they leave. The door shuts silently.
I do not know what to do with myself. I hear Nana giggle softly from the crib room
as the wet spot slowly spreads. I hear her say, “I guess you do know about boys.”

I am totally embarrassed. I put my hand to my mouth. I discover my mouth is open. I have wet my panties in front of the most beautiful man I have ever seen. I jump up and down and scream in frustration. I hear Nana laugh out loud.
I am upset with her now.

I scream, “Nana! What is so funny? I am so embarrassed! I actually wet myself.”

I hear a drawer open and close. Nana walks out with a pair of training panties. They have little white lambs on them. She is still giggling and trying to keep a straight face.

She says softly and reassuringly, “It’s ok for a little girl to wet her panties once in a while baby.”

What are you laughing at me for Nana? I am really mad at you!”

Nana smiles and replies softly, “Baby, I’m not laughing at you, sweetheart. It’s just ... one of those ... other interests ... just reached out and touched you. That’s all.”

She pulls down my damp panties and wipes me gently with a wipey.
I am still having problems with the feelings meeting this man has caused. 

She holds out the training panties and says, “Step in baby.”
I step in them and she gently pulls them up and pats me softly on my bottom. I am still in turmoil over meeting Larry. I am truly embarrassed. 
I didn’t know that Larry was really taken with me too. Mommy and daddy already approved. This is why daddy brought him to the nursery. Just mommy and daddy accidentally on purpose neglected to tell Larry or me.

I couldn’t believe it. I had a fantasy of me being Larry’s girlfriend and he dating me and me making mad passionate love to him and ... I turn from the fantasy. Wow !! I am in trouble here! I feel warm and wet tingly feelings inside me. Nana is looking at me with a grand smile on her face. I am so embarrassed. My face and ears feel like they are on fire.
I shriek with pent up anxiety as I shake my fists. 

Nana comes to me and hugs me tenderly. She walks me over to the rocking chair and sits, picks me into her lap, and has me lie across her breast. She rubs her hand gently across my head. She says, “Baby, don’t be upset.” She starts to rock slowly and continues, “it’s what we were talking about. You will know when the time is right. Others know too. It comes when it comes.”

I knew I had finally met the most beautiful man I had ever seen. I had wanted to meet him for a long time and never had the chance. I remember him and had seen him at various times when momma or daddy would take me to the mall or the park. I had never spoken to him. The opportunity never arose. We were in rather close proximity at most times and I did notice how beautiful he was. But when daddy actually introduced me. His touch ... his lovely voice ... Ummmmmm! Goose bumps sprout all over my skin.
I remember the look in daddy’s face ... he chose that moment to do it too. I giggle.

Nana kisses me softly on the top of my head as she continues to rock me.
I wonder what it would be like. To actually go on a date with him. I wonder if he would be willing to take someone like me on a real date.

I ask, “Nana ... do you think he would actually take me on a date?”

Nana giggles sweetly and replies, “Miki, I think he would be more than honored to take you any place you asked him.”
I shrug and respond, “Suppose I don’t want to ask Him?”

She holds me and kisses me again and says, “Oh, I see, you want him to ask you. Is that it?” She starts rocking slowly again. Then continues, “It ... could happen I suppose. But wouldn’t you think it would be more direct if you made the suggestion?”

I replied wistfully, “I don’t know, Nana. Just seems right he asks me.”

Nana smiles sweetly as she caresses my head then says, “It does seem the proper thing. I agree.”

I am thinking about my fantasy. I feel so strange deep inside. I do have a reference point other girls at this time of their life don’t have. I still remember being John too. I remember having great sex. I also remember being deeply in love. I know that woman is long dead by now. I know if I do go on a date with Larry, I will belong to him. I shudder with sweet little chills.

A Breath of Fresh Air

I have on just a diaper and a satin diaper cover that has ruffles around the leg openings, waist band, and four across my bottom. I have on some very soft matching booties and matching ribbons make my pony tails. I am starting to feel very antsy. I have an ache in my soul I cannot define and need to be alone. I take a white crocheted spread from the bed. I wrap myself loosely in it and open the nursery door when Nana isn’t looking and is busy. I know baby shouldn’t go anywhere without someone to watch over her, but I needed to be alone. I quietly close the nursery door and walk down the hall towards the gardens. Many people from multitudes of worlds fill the halls and all greet me and bow or curtsy as I pass. I hear, “My Lady” until I want to scream! I must be alone!

I find the door and wander into the Garden of the Moon. I sit in one of the gazebos. Here it is quiet and very peaceful. I sit and look out over the pond and watch the fishes swim and play below me. I can see my cute face reflecting in the water. I feel so lonely I start to cry softly. I see the large tear drops as they hit the water from time to time and make little rings. It has been a whole week. I haven’t been able to even catch a glimpse of Larry, much less get close enough to him to say anything. I want so much to talk to him.
I remember the lover’s wish here in the Garden of the Moon. I whisper wistfully to the Moon, “Oh to be Larry Turner’s girlfriend. To at least have him speak to me. Or just a small glimpse ... maybe?”

A microscopic surveillance comm picked up her wish. This is one of the seeming magical things built into the Garden of the Moon. The entity that monitors these comms is known as The Master Controller. It is not known how it can do and arrange the things it does. This electronic secret of the garden has long been forgotten. To all the youth and old alike. It is a delightful bit of magic. One of the many Mystiques of a Mysterious Garden.
Master Controller knows the young Emperess’ voice. This is priority.

I hear a noise behind me. I turn around and see three of the scrubbiest men I think I could imagine. They had nasty weapons. All pointed at me. I am scared, to say the least. They start to laugh and giggle to each other. I hear them saying the word rape.

They start telling me what they intend to do to me. I don’t understand a lot of the sexual stuff they say. I truly expect not to survive much longer. I close my eyes for just a second. There are noises in front of me. Gagging and thumps. I quickly open them again.

I see Larry with one man in a headlock with a very nasty gun stuck in his face. I see the two others in a fetal position on the ground, gasping and groaning pitifully. I see five others of the security team there with very nasty weapons drawn and pointed at the men on the ground.

I see the look in Larry’s eyes. I am afraid for the men.
When Larry speaks, there is an icy chill correctness in his voice, “With all due respect , sir, you should know it is very rude to speak to an Imperial Baby like that and use such language.”
It would have been funny, except Larry cocked his weapon then and continued, “Please understand also, I will kill you as soon as look at you. I suggest you lower your weapon. Doesn’t really matter if you do. It would be more fun though if you didn’t.”

The man didn’t want to drop his gun. Larry held him hard. The man was turning almost purple when he finally dropped the gun. Larry released him. He fell prone on the ground and didn’t move. He gagged and coughed weakly. The other two looked like they were very content staying right where they were for a long while.

Larry moved around until he stood beside me and could closely guard the three men.
He asked in his wonderful sweet voice, “Is ... Miki all right?”
My heart felt so great!! It was a fantasy ... right? A wish to the Moon to ... this? HE even saved my life! I was a young woman totally in love. I fully believed in the Garden of the Moon and the Lover’s wish.

I tell him lovingly sweet in a girls voice who has a serious crush “I’m not hurt thanks to you Larry”

Larry looks at me with his dreamy eyes and says, “I am most glad to hear it Miki. It could have been a lot worse.” Larry’s expression changes. He says very sternly, “Miki, you have been a very bad baby girl wandering off that way. You have scared your parents and Nana to death! Not to mention what you have done to all the Imperial Guards. The entire Palace is a total uproar.

I shake my head slightly. I feel the hair on my head as it falls around my shoulders and face. I bow my head and sigh. I am over joyed that Larry is here. I just wish it could be under a lot different circumstances. This isn’t the right time. Larry sits beside me. He brushes an annoying lock of hair from my face. He asks softly, “ Is there something I can do ... My Lady?”
I reply, “I’m so sorry Larry. All I wanted was some alone time. I needed ... to think about some things. Girl things.”

Larry hugs me gently and kisses me on the forehead. I am almost going to pass out. It is a wonderful thing I have on a diaper. If I wet this time ...

Larry stands me on my feet and takes me by my hand. He is so huge next to my petit body. I am totally in love with this beautiful man. I feel electric tingles all through me as we slowly walk back towards the nursery. Many guards gather, Larry picks me up and carries me. I put my thumb in my mouth. I am embarrassed. I take it out. I discover it is really hard not suck my thumb. I am still in baby mode after all. With very big girl emotions. I notice he has on a different uniform today. The rank insignia have all changed too. I think this is sort of strange. He also is wearing the braid of Master Personal Body Guard. Babies don’t worry about such things

There were many guards all dressed in their finest uniforms escorting Larry and me to the Great Hall. They all watched me fondly as I laid across Larry’s broad shoulder and sucked my thumb. I gave up. I couldn’t help it. As Larry carries me out of the Great Hall, I am still on his shoulder. I am sucking my thumb as the Grand Universal Ruling Council watches baby be carried back to her nursery. They all think I am so adorable. At least that’s what they say. I wonder ...

As Larry carried me, he told me I was safe with him. He told me he would give his life gladly to defend mine. I look at him for a second then give him my sweetest little baby girl kiss I could muster. Larry didn’t stand a chance. I timed it perfectly. Caught him square on the lips as he turned his head. I gave him the best baby kiss I could for this man who would die for me. Who had saved my life.

I tell him, “I give you the permanent position of my most personal body guard until such time you and only you decide to change it.” With this, I put my arms around his neck and gave him a very un-baby like kiss. He slowly let me slip to the floor. I was on my tippy toes.

There was resistance from him at first as my tongue entered his mouth and caressed his tongue. I could hear the voices of the other guards wishing they were him. I felt him become very aroused. He softened. He suddenly began to kiss me back. I felt his large hands go slowly down my back until he caressed my diapered bottom. I allowed him to pull me into him. I responded in kind. I kissed him back as tenderly as I could. I gave myself to him His kiss became soft and tender too. I gave him a kiss that was totally reserved for my most special times. This was my most special times. I could feel him becoming seriously aroused. He was accepting me and my affections and drinking them in. I let this man enjoy kissing me for as long as he wanted. I kissed him with the most personal kiss I had ever kissed. This was my first kiss. Ummmmmm! 

When he broke the kiss I blushed shyly and giggled as I bounced on my toes. My head swam and I was dizzy. I said softly in a very sweet girl’s voice, “That’s for all the sacrifice and loyalty you have given me Larry. I hope my kiss is something worthy of payment for that loyal service.” I blushed and was very shy. I put my finger in my mouth and looked adorable for him and giggled sweetly. I felt giddy. I had pleased him. I knew and was part of the pleasure

Larry had stumbled and almost lost his balance. I knew exactly how he felt. He was dazed in a way he had never been before. He had never had a girl kiss him this way and he was totally taken by surprise. His head swam. We were in front of the nursery door. All the escorting guards were extremely pleased. They had made a circle around Larry and me with their backs to us. No body could see what we were doing inside the circle. They all wished they were Larry for that few minutes. They all seriously loved and adored me too. They thought Larry was one of the luckiest guys to have a girl as cute as me give him that kind of kiss. Larry leaned against the wall for a minute until his head cleared. Larry looked at me with an expression of love and adoration. Larry said softly in a voice broken by strong emotions, “Thank you My Lady. That is ... payment in full for the rest of my life.”

I giggle sweetly again and say in a cute voice, “Let’s go some place soon. You and me. Have fun maybe?”
Larry’s eyes shine brightly. He said, “Soon Miki. Real soon.”
It would be sooner than he thought. Daddy and mommy already approved and gave their permission. He would be told soon. I had no idea. 

I kiss him softly one more sweet time. I say good afternoon and enter the nursery to Nana and a spanking. It was worth every one.

A Fantasy Proposition

Several days later, Larry’s comm buzzed on the top secret battle channel. No one but no one had that frequency. Only Master Controller had that frequency. A chill went down his spine. Who would believe he of all people would get this call.
He was told , as well as all Imperial Personnel, if this ever buzzed on that channel, it was top priority and must be answered immediately and the communication taken deadly seriously. There have been calls from that channel over the last 10,000 years. Each and every one was deadly serious and vital to the continuation of man. Larry answered it.
The voice on the other end sounded extremely strange and very alien.

It asked, “Larry Turner?”

Larry answered, “Yes.”

It continued, “This is a one time proposition for you. It will not be offered ever again.”

Larry said, “Who are you?”

It responded, “I am the Master Controller. I have called you on a matter of the gravest importance and the greatest of secrecy on the highest secure channel to offer this to you.”

Larry was shocked. Someone had the technology to track him in an area where tracking is blocked. Not good. Who ever this is, is high placed. He took it deadly seriously. 

It said in it’s strange voice, “Are you interested in hearing a most unusual proposition?”

Larry shrugged and replied, “Ok, tell me what it is and I’ll let you know.”

It said, “As you know, Miki is an Imperial Pet to her mother. She is also Crown Emperess. She has fallen in love with you. You have top approval should you decide to pursue this.”

Larry became afraid. He had never known fear before.

It continued, “There is nothing to fear Larry. You have been most honorable in defending Miki, which is why I offer this to you one time and one time only.”

Larry was totally flabbergasted. This person seems to be able to read minds. He had his scanner out looking for the bug that allowed the tracking and mind scans. The scanner kept showing the area was clear for over 5,000 yards around. No bugs. He was getting to be spooked. He understood now why they told him to take it deadly seriously.

It continued, “It has been known to us that you have been in love with Miki since you first met her. It also is known to us that she wants nothing more than to please the man she loves. The man she loves with all her heart is you.”

Larry is beyond himself. Was he being ordered to ... go on a date? This sounded like he was being told it was his choice. He is incredulous. 

Larry had to sit down. He found a bench slightly hidden from the main hall near the Security Office and sat heavily. Who ever this individual is, knows everything. I think I am in trouble big time.

It replied to his thought, “You are in no trouble and no trouble will come to you regardless of your decision.”

An icy cold stab of true fear ran through him worse than the first. He had never known fear before and now, two times in the same conversation ... This is not good at all.

Larry exclaimed exasperatedly, “Ok, what is the proposition? Is this black mail?”

It said with a strange amused tone, “No black mail now or ever Larry

Larry jumped up suddenly and shouted, “How the hell do you know my thoughts? Who are you?”

It replied, “Who I am is the Master Controller. I am no more or less. I have the absolute top priority. I have the absolute top security clearances. I know far more than your thoughts. I am able even to discern your very emotions and feelings as well.”

Larry stumbled back to his seat and sat heavily. He knew this was on the level. He knew this was Master Controller.

It went on, “Here is the proposition. No one but you and I know of this. It is your decision, yes or no. There will be no repercussions to you in any way regardless of your decision. Is your free will choice. This is a one time offer. You have a true feeling of love for Miki. Miki has a true feeling of love for you. In her heart, you will be her most heart felt, trusted, and beloved boyfriend. She will be your absolutely trusted, willing and loving girlfriend. You will have to have intent at first. It is your choice as to how far this relationship goes ... or hers as the case may be. She will be unable to refuse pleasure to the man she loves. You will experience her full abilities and deepest love. For you, this is your deepest sexual fantasy come true. This is entirely up to you. Yes or No. 

In Larry’s heart, he knew this was the thing he had dreamed of and wished for ever since Miki had allowed him to kiss her outside the nursery. 
He wanted this. Larry said, “Ok, Yes.” Larry was deeply troubled by this decision. 

The comm went dead.

That channel was the highest priority and most secure. It came from the highest authority. Larry shook his head. He knew he had received this comm and he absolutely knew it was on that channel. His comm was selected. He now was more than upset and took it more than seriously. He returned to his post outside the nursery. 

He thinks to himself, “If this is on the level, it means Miki is my girlfriend. We can even marry if we choose.” He shakes his head. He is willing to be the Consort to the Emperess.
He is really taken with her. He wonders if she knows anything about these wheels within wheels. He wants to find out.

He didn’t know what to think or feel. It would be the wildest fantasy to make love to Miki and to have her as his girlfriend. 

Forbidden Love

It was coming time for my first date. Larry had asked me to go out. He did ask me some strange questions about Master something or other. I had no clue what he was talking about. He laughs. I giggle. Now it’s almost time for him to be here.

I asked Nana if I could be a big girl. She took me in to the potty room and took off my diaper and put me in cute little powder blue tie on bikini panties and a lace trimmed baby halter top bra. It fit so wonderfully. I turned. My eyes got big as saucers. Nana was standing there with that gown. The one made from the webs of the Glow Moths. I was breathless. 

I said, “Nana, you don’t want me to wear that do you?”

Nana looked at me strangely and replied, “Well and why not girl?”

I was speechless. Nana giggles and says, “Quit fussing and let me get you dressed.”

She takes the gown off of its hangar and removes the plasti-seal covering.

Nana helped me into the gown. Ohhh how it felt as it slipped on. It tingled pleasantly and I giggled and squirmed a bit. It tickled. It was like putting on a fine glove it fit me so precisely.

She brushed my hair and tied my pony tails in ribbons. She put really soft slippers on my feet. She kisses me softly and tells me how pretty I am. It brightens my day to have pleased her.

When I walked out of the potty room into the bedroom I saw Larry enter the nursery door. My heart jumped for joy he was the one going to take me on this outing. 
My Personal Body Guard. I giggled when I thought about it.

I wrapped myself loosely in the shawl and went to Larry. He stood with a stunned look on his face and his mouth open as he watched me approach. He was no slouch himself. He had on his Mess Dress Uniform. I notice this one is far different than any of the others he has worn. It is the sharpest looking one yet. The blue white braid denoting him as my personal body guard on his left shoulder. Many Cute Shiny Medals.

He had never seen a more beautiful girl in his entire life. I had never seen a more handsome man. The shawl I had on enhanced this beauty until he was speechless. My outfit made me perhaps the sexiest girl he had ever seen. His, made him the handsomest most beautiful man I had ever seen. I gave him a soft kiss on his cheek and a hug around his neck. I could tell Larry had many emotions running through him as I did this. I was an extremely beautiful girl, dressed in the most beautifully sexy way he had ever seen. He was totally taken and awed.

I said, “Larry, where will you take me?” I looked at him innocently, as I bounced on my toes and giggle softly.
Larry was very uncomfortable. He fidgets ever so slightly. I think it’s cute.

Nana said in a playfully stern voice, “Well young man? Where are you taking the girl?”

Larry almost couldn’t speak. The opportunity was being thrown in his lap. He became dizzy. He didn’t understand how this Master Controller manipulated things with this kind of precision ... or was it just we wanted to anyway and were given permission?

He finally spoke, “I guess we could go to dinner if that’s what she wants.”
I giggled and said, “Silly man, anywhere you take me would be fine.” And I stood on my tip toes and kissed him on the cheek again. Larry visibly relaxed and took a deep breath. 
I realize he is as nervous as I am. Cool! This is my first date and I’m excited.

He held out his elbow, I took it eagerly. He escorted me out the door of the nursery on our first real date. He was overjoyed to be going on a date with a girl as gorgeous as me. I was overjoyed to be going on a date with such a strong, handsome man.

It created a huge stir at the mall when everyone saw this absolutely handsome military man escorting this absolutely beautiful girl to dinner. We were both stunningly dressed.
He had taken me to the Nexus Arcade. We had dinner in the finest restaurant there ... Jason’s. This was the finest restaurant in the Nexus Star System.

I had Kaeferian peaches, baked Lienmbos beast, and he poured me a glass of red wine. 
I had never had any wine before. It tasted bitter. I didn’t like it, but it did make my head buzz. I was unsure of myself. I started to feel giggly. Larry seemed to enjoy me and continued small talk and flirted sweetly. It lifted my sprits to see I was pleasing him so.
I didn’t drink any more wine.

The waiters and Manager of Jason’s hovered around the whole time we were there and insured we had everything we asked for immediately. I heard many of the people commenting on who we might be. None had seen a more handsome gentleman nor had any seen such a beautiful woman. We were such a perfect couple. I noticed some vid reporters taking pictures. The Manager insured we were not disturbed and had them removed if they even appeared to be disturbing us. The manager had the musicians play soft music at our table just for us. Dinner was romantic and very pleasant.

He walked me from the restaurant to Nexus Park. We held hands. Larry gently flirted with me in a very sweet manner. I couldn’t help it, I responded in kind. We sat on a bench under a flowering tree in the shade and watched the water fowl play. We held hands and kissed. We flirted. I actually started feeling a real want to make love to Larry. People that passed noticed us and made sweet comments about us being the perfect couple. I thanked Larry. I gave him a very passionate little kiss on the lips for taking me to dinner. He was a little stiff at first and then relaxed into it and kissed me back.

Larry is so sweet. He has me on the most romantic date. I am no longer in baby mode, I have an eighteen year old side too. I want him to be my boyfriend ... I’m in his arms and kissing him again. I gracefully climb on his lap. I feel his hands on my bottom. I love when he caresses my bottom. People are watching and are shocked. They are making strange comments. I am embarrassed. I gracefully slide into the seat beside him.

I am slightly shy about my exhibition. Larry kisses me sweetly. His tongue explores my mouth and caresses my tongue. He tells me not to worry about it. I kiss him back the best way I know how. I am a lot more discreet now. We talk about everything. Larry’s beautiful eyes sparkle so. I could fall into them and drowned. 

Larry wraps me loosely in my shawl. He takes me by the hand and we slowly walk towards his apartment. I am kissing him along the way and falling deeper into love with each one. I see people along the way. They are stunned at what a beautiful girl this very handsome young man has. I hear them talking and saying how lucky he is and what a perfectly beautiful couple we are.

We arrive at his apartment and he opens the door. We go in. I am an eighteen year old girl who is all alone with the man she loves most in the world. She is more than willing to please this man. She is going to please this man. 

I curl up gracefully beside him on the sofa. I am in his arms and kissing him softly. I let the shawl slowly slip from my shoulders and drape across the arm of the sofa. I feel the passion and need building in me. I feel his hand take loose my gown in the back. A slow tingly downward motion. I giggle ... it tickles. I feel my gown come loose around me. I quiver with excited anticipation. I lift my arms ... my gown disappears over my head. I feel Larry’s warm breath on my boobies. He kisses me through my bra. I am lost to him.

I felt him as he wrapped his huge arms around me and pulled me into him. His hands tenderly ran down my back to my bottom. I was in his huge hands. The most enrapturing squeeze. I didn’t resist. I was totally absorbed. I allowed Larry to enjoy me to my fullest. I gave everything to him.

I don’t know how long I kissed him. I was totally in heaven and all the joy in pleasing my Love. I took his hand and placed it between my legs. I saw in a holo ... I knew this is what to do. This time, he gave me a thrillingly soft squeeze. I couldn’t help myself, I squeaked softly as I pressed his hand into my privacy. He caressed me ... my panties were getting to be wet. I was over joyed in a way I had never been. I was giving my virginity to the love of my life.

I gracefully climbed onto his lap and was sitting on him. I undid my bra. Larry was stunned as it slipped off and was in his hands. I leaned back so my boobies would poke out for him to see. I was aroused and they were very pointy. I asked in a very shy voice, “Do I please you Larry?”

Larry said in a voice very thick with emotion, “You please me very much baby.”
He pulled me into him and started kissing and sucking gently on my little boobies. Each kiss, each little suck, sent massive waves of tingling pleasure through me. I giggled and squirmed with pleasure. I was helpless while Larry enjoyed himself. I had a very intense orgasm. Larry smiled and said, “Let’s go to bed baby.”

He stood up slowly as I slid off his lap gracefully back to the floor. He took me by the hand and led me to the bedroom. As I took off my slippers and got onto his huge bed, He shut and locked the door. I watched him as he turned and looked at me. I thought he was one of the most handsome men I had ever seen. He walked over to the bed. I was on my knees and started unbuttoning his dress shirt. I was fascinated by his chest. I dropped his shirt in the floor and started running my hands gently over every square inch of his hairy chest. Larry took my hands in his and got into bed. I was on top of him again and it felt so good to have my boobies against his chest. The hair of his chest felt so wonderful on my nude skin. I giggle with pleasure.

I kiss him passionately. He kisses me back. I am in heaven and am doing my level best to please Larry. From the bottom of my heart, the very secret things are now Larry’s. I can feel Larry’s thing hard and throbbing under me. It wants to be kissed. I am more than willing. I undo his weapons belt. I undo the ammo belt. I sit up, cross my arms, and pout sweetly. Larry laughs. I go back to my labors and undo his regular belt and then finally his pants and unzip them. Larry pulls down his pants and underwear as best he can with me sitting on him. I move to the side and help him take them off. I am very enthralled. He is a beautiful man.

His thing is so big and hard. I have never seen a man’s thing hard. I take it in my hand. I caress it gently with both hands. I can feel it throbbing. It is so beautiful. I kiss it softly. I can hear Larry gasp. I lick all around it’s tip as Larry moans. I kiss and lick all up and down the length of his thing as Larry is helpless. I get the tip in my mouth and suck gently. I can feel his thing get slightly bigger and start throbbing. I get five huge squirts and three small ones. I leak there is so much. I swallow as much as I can. I lick the rest up as best I can. I giggle at Larry’s wonderful expression and ask in a sweet voice, “Did that please you?”

Larry is obviously more than pleased. I am so ecstatic I have pleased him. Larry takes me gently and has me lie beside him. His hands are so strong and huge on me. His grip is solid as a steel vice ... they are soft as a whisper on my small arms. He is kissing me so passionately. His hand is on my tummy. His hand is calloused and is so big. He is very gentle with me. He kisses my neck. He kisses my boobies and makes me giggle and squirm. He kisses my tummy and then blows in my tummy button. I kick and squirm as I screech with pleasure.

He opens my legs and kisses me through my panties right on my privacy. I squeak softly at the intensity of it. He unties my panties. I see him toss them aside onto the bed. I bend my knees and spread my legs so he has total access to my privacy. I will refuse him nothing.

I feel Larry’s warm breath on my hairless privacy. His fingers open me. I feel his breath inside my most tender place. I squeak and moan helplessly as his tongue begins to explore my most private and special virgin place. The feeling gets to be so intense and fills me so I cannot think. All I can do is squeak and moan every time his tongue explores me. I didn’t have time to think. I was having my first sex with the man I wanted to have sex with since I met him. Giving him my virginity, That was the only important thing right now.

Larry smiled and those gorgeous eyes of his sparkled. He started nodding as he ran his hand over my nude body and stopped between my legs and his finger gently penetrated my privacy. involuntary squeak escapes as he penetrates. I giggle. I am enjoying myself.
I giggled again, took my hand and placed it on his hand between my open legs. “I love you Larry.” I said in a soft voice. I push with my hips into his hand ... It hurts a in a strange way ... I squeak with surprise.

He kisses me passionately again and says with emotion in his voice, “Thank you Miki, I love you more than you know.” I could feel him exploring my privacy again. His face was suddenly between my legs and I felt his wonderful tongue slowly go from the bottom of my privacy all the way to the top where he stopped and sucked my very special place.
I squeaked with the intensity and surprise of it. My heart was pounding and I was panting. Larry did this again and again. He explored each little place and fold. I couldn’t help myself, I orgasm for him several times. They are strong and very intense. I feel them as they surge through my whole body. These make me totally crazy. I love Larry Totally.

I giggled shyly as he took me by the arms and laid me on my back on the bed. I bent my knees and opened my legs like a good girl.

I realize Larry has moved to between my legs. I open my eyes and he is above me. I feel his muscular body above mine. I feel his legs holding mine open. It is time for baby to please Larry with her privacy.

I reached down and touched it again. Larry was between my legs and over the top of me now. I could feel his hand with my hand on his thing. His face close to mine ... I feel his sweet hot breath on my face. He kisses me so sweetly and explores my mouth and tongue with his. The tip of his hardness touched my privacy. There were his fingers ... they opened me a bit and the tip was pressing against the opening of my privacy .. it’s very moist ... I could feel it and his hands with mine. It is so big and hard. He pushed and it penetrated me. I gasped and he did it again. The third time he pushed, he entered my privacy deep enough to pop me. I felt it pop ... a sharp pain ... a really pleasant fulfillment ... I felt my privacy stretch as he pushed into me ... Oh it hurt ... but in a very weird and pleasant way ... I was totally engrossed in pleasing Larry ... his huge thing penetrating inside me deeper and deeper... I make a squeaking noises on each thrust. When he finished that last hard push ... I was totally mind blown ... That really turned Larry on. I was helpless. It hurt, but it felt good too. Many emotions were shooting through me. 

Then, the sudden realization, Larry was my soul mate. The total completion of my missing half as a female. I was having sex with my absolute perfect sole mate. Each time he would push into me, it would make me squeak softly and filled me with wonderful feelings and emotions. Every stroke was virgin and it did hurt some. I said in a breathy gasp as he was thrusting, “Larry, please be gentle. Baby has never done this before and you are huge. It really hurts when you’re rough.”

Larry apologized, “I’m sorry baby, I didn’t mean to hurt you. Just I have so longed to do this with you.” And he kisses me passionately.
Larry did long, slow thrusts after that. Each one felt better than the one before it. After a long time, Larry did one last long slow stroke that went so deep in me. I squeaked with the pleasure and pain of it. I could feel his hardness throbbing, as new places opened in my privacy. Larry was grunting softly and then after four or five more small bumps ... It gets all warm and wet inside me. I have my arms and legs around him as he holds me and spasms hard. He relaxed. He looked softly into my eyes and said, “This is truly a dream or something. It can’t be real.”
I say softly, “Let me on top and then tell me what a dream is.”
Larry rolls off of me onto the bed.

I remember a vid I saw once as John. Can’t remember the whole title ... Debbie something or other. I just remember some of the things I saw. I would like to do them for Larry. 

I giggle as I take his thing in my hand and give it a good suck several times. I hear Larry gasp loudly. I get up on top of him and get over the top of his hard and throbbing thing. I put it in my privacy and begin sitting on it. I am getting slightly sore. I feel it as it penetrates me deeply. I have to be careful and find the right place. He is big and it hurts if it goes too deep. I find the perfect spot. Larry has his hands on my hips. I am moving slowly up and down on his thing. I let it penetrate me deep. It hurts some. I clench my muscles deep inside me as hard as I can. Larry gasps and thrusts his pelvis up into me. It hurts me, but it hurts in a very good way. I do it again as hard as I can and this time lift up and down like Debbie showed me. Larry is helpless and moans out real loud as he attempts to push me off of him. He is too weak to do it. I giggle with pleasure. I do this three more times. Larry is actually screaming in ecstasy. He is helpless. I make him orgasm in less than a minute. I am absolutely thrilled I have pleased him this much. I feel his thing throb inside me. I feel all warm and wet and fulfilled as I get off of him and lie beside him. I am tender, but want some more. He rolls over and puts his arm around me and kisses me tenderly. I am leaking a lot of white gooshy stuff mixed with a little blood on the bed. Larry doesn’t care ... I don’t care. I sleep pleasantly fulfilled.

When I wake up, I am not sure where I am. At first, I think I am at home in one of the new rooms I found. I turn over. Its Larry. I am over joyed to be with Larry. I am his girlfriend now. He is the most important man in my universe.

I roll over and run my hand softly over Larry’s chest. I giggle quietly as I think of some more things I could do for him. I still would like to do some more. I get on my knees beside him and kneel over. Very, very gently, I touch his nipple with the very tip of my tongue. I see chill bumps rise on his chest. I continue in slow lazy circles. I go to the other one and do the same thing. I give this one a soft sucking kiss. Larry moans and jumps suddenly.
I screech and start to back up so I don’t get hit if he flinches too much. Larry has caught me by my arms before I could move. His hands are large on my small petit body. As steel solid as the grip that holds me is, It is soft as a whisper. I find myself across Larry’s chest and his lips against mine. His tongue is in my mouth caressing my tongue. I am being hugged passionately. His hands are softly caressing my body

I respond and suck on his tongue. I try to keep him from taking it from my mouth. Ummmmmm! I love Larry’s wonderful tongue. I am being tickled mercilessly. I am squirming and kicking and screeching. We wind up kissing passionately. I feel his hand on my bottom. I open my legs. I can feel his hand caressing me from behind. I kiss him again. Larry rolls me onto my back. His face is in my privacy. His wonderful tongue ... I am squeaking softly ... I orgasm quickly. 

I open my eyes just as his thing enters me again. I am starting to get sore down deep. He is above me and kisses me lovingly again. I want more. My privacy stretches as he slides in. I can’t help myself. I squeak softly with every thrust of him in me. I feel his muscular body above me as he thrusts. I am totally helpless as he takes my pleasure. I can feel the nearness of his body above mine. The hairiness of his chest brushing against my aroused boobies. I can feel his thrusts deep into me. Each one brings another strong Thrill. I have an intense full body orgasm. I wrap my arms and legs around him as best I can as it surges through me. I feel Larry doing his best not to orgasm. It’s now my mission to make it happen. I again clamp my muscles and move my hips the way Debbie showed me. It is starting to be real sore. Larry didn’t stand a chance. He moaned loudly and shouted, “ Oh my God! Ohh Miki!”
He grunted several times softly and sweetly as I squeezed. He had an intense orgasm. I felt his thing throb as he squirted. I was so happy! It was so warm inside me. I was very sore now. I realize I love Larry more than anything. I belong to Larry now. I am the happiest girl in the universe.

It was starting to get dark when I woke up. I could see long shadows in the bedroom. Larry was in a euphoric slumber. I lay on him and gently rubbed his chest. I was pleasantly sore deep inside me. I hadn’t ever felt this way before.
I kiss Larry softly and his hand moves to my bottom as he kisses me. I giggle sweetly.
We kiss again and I say, “We’re going to have to go back soon. It’s starting to get dark.”

Larry sits up and says, “Your right baby. Nana will spank me if I don’t get you back soon.”
I giggle at the thought of Huge Larry being paddled by Little Nana. I giggle again.

I go into the potty room and turn on the shower. Larry made a wonderful mess in baby’s privacy and a clean little girl is a pretty little girl. I get in the shower. The water is warm across my body and feels so good. Larry opens the shower door. He steps in. I kiss him. The shower door closes. I make love to the man whom I adore most in the shower.

We clean each other when we are finally done making love and step out. My clothes have been cleaned and folded neatly and put on the vanity for me. I tie on my panties and my bra. Larry ties my pony tails. I squirm and giggle as he tickles me while he does it. Larry helps me back into my gown. It is such a luxurious gown. He kisses me after he zips me and fastens the catch.

He offers me the crook of his elbow ... I take it and we step out into the early evening.
We stop at a small café along Nexus Lake. He bought us some snacks and a different bottle of wine. It was a bright sparkling pink. He pours me a glass.

This wine tasted sweet. I liked it. Larry didn’t have any trouble getting me to have two small glasses of it with him. I felt it strongly in my head. He took the third glass from me. I was euphoric and happy. I had the little girl giggles too. This pleased Larry to no end. Larry loosely wrapped me in my shawl. It was starting to be a bit cool. I was on his elbow as he escorted me back towards the Palace. It was getting really late. People would bow or curtsy and say, “My Lady” as we passed. It was sort of irritating. I wanted to be out and free of this with Larry. He seemed to notice. We took a different route. People didn’t know me so much here. I was just an extremely beautiful girl out with an extremely handsome man and that’s what I wanted. We held hands and kissed a lot. I flirted with him and he flirted with me. We talked about everything. He was so wonderful. Those that saw us were really impressed by the beautiful girl and her handsome boyfriend. I did see two men that looked like members of my security team arrest two men. One was from a sleazy gossip vid That was trying to take pictures of Larry and me. The other was from UGNN. The Universal Galactic News Network. This one had violated preset boundaries. I was curious about the boundaries. Larry didn’t speak of it. I let it go.

We returned to the Palace. He escorted me to the nursery door. I held both his hands and said, “Larry, I had the most wonderful day ever. You need to know. I love you with all my heart.” 
I kissed him softly and deeply. The door to the nursery opened, we entered.
Nana turns and puts her hands on her hips. She is tapping her right foot. She points her finger at Larry and says in a playfully stern voice, “ All right young man, just where have you and Miki been all this time? Do you know what time it is? Its almost three am!”
I giggle as we stand holding hands and I snuggle into him. Larry seems to be stunned and lost

Larry stumbles for words a bit. He isn’t sure what to say. He finally says in a very humble voice, “I’m so sorry madam. Its just that Miki is so captivatingly beautiful I lost all track of the time. I won’t let it happen again.”
I turn to Larry with my mouth open. I playfully swat him on his shoulder. I say, “ won’t let it happen again!? Well, that’s how it is, is it? 
Larry was totally nonplussed. The expression of surprise and dread on his face is very neat. He had Nana on one side with her hands on her hips appearing for all the world to be angry, and me with my arms crossed and appearing to be pouting and angry on the other. I turn my head playfully as I pout and say, “ Hummmph!”
Larry was absolutely groveling at this point. He was unsure of what to say or do.

Nana’s face brightens with a beautiful smile. She laughs and says, “Relax, young man. We are just playing with you.”
I turn and give him a very deep kiss on his mouth. I whisper so only he hears, “I love you with my whole heart. Please, Let it happen again soon.”
Larry squeezes my hand gently and says, “as often as you wish, My Lady. Good night Cindy.” He nods to Nana. He kisses me on the lips one more time and he leaves. The door to the nursery closes quietly.

He is a beautiful man. **giggle** 

Miki's First Love - Miki Yamuri

As time passed, I had started to grow accustomed to my surroundings and my new condition. I couldn’t believe how much time had passed. After the problems in the beginning, becoming a girl had been fun. There was still this over powering familiarity and strange newness at the same time. I knew I was Miki, an 18 year old adult baby girl, but at the same time I knew I used to be fifty one year John too. My new body was absolutely beautiful too. Long white blond hair, extremely attractive figure too. Very petit. There was no more of the split personality issues ... just a wonderful strangeness about everything and a comfortable familiarity that made my new life fun and pleasant.

I would catch mommy and daddy watching me sometimes as I looked through things. When they realized I had noticed them, they would always try to hide their scrutiny. It made me feel weird to know I was being watched this way. It is true that I had been through something unique. They loved me and were very concerned.

I had found a closet one day that I hadn’t been in before. Whenever I find one of these places, I always find neat stuff. There were many rooms and closets I had never been in before. I explored eagerly. 

I opened the door. I had found some of the neatest dresses and rompers I had ever seen. There were jeans and hot pants. Many kinds of shoes. 

I also found several extremely beautiful ball gowns. 
There was one that stood heads and above everything else. A hand made gown with a crocheted shawl that was the most beautiful I had ever seen. Each stitch and loop was a delicate work of art. Made from the webs of the Glow Moths of Ceti Delta Prime. Extremely rare, extremely expensive, extremely beautiful. Would always be stunningly bright white. Glows with an essence everyone finds extremely appealing. Enhances the beauty of the wearer. 

Is woven by the larvae chaste before they weave their cocoons. I was amazed. I realize it was made just for me and it was absolutely beautiful! I touched the cloth. I had never felt something so luxurious and soft in my life! Chills ran up my spine. It gave off a very pleasant energy. It made you feel so good.

I couldn’t imagine me in that dress nor where I could possibly go in it.
I shake my head slightly and continue my treasure hunt.

In a small chest of drawers inside the walk in closet, I had also found some of the laciest panties and tops I had ever seen. I loved all the thick ruffles on some of the panties. They looked like flowers of different colors. The dresses all had puffy sleeves and looked like they were custom made for me. In another drawer, I found lots of pretty bras, all apparently made to fit my boobies. I tried one on. It fit so well. I giggled as I looked in the mirror. The bra fit and caressed me so wonderfully. I was delighted.

I turned around and saw mommy watching me. Darn it ... I wanted to know what the problem was. I took off the bra and folded it neatly. I put it back in the drawer. I put my top back on.

I went over to mommy and demanded, “Mommy, why are you and daddy always watching me? I feel really spooky when I see you doing that.”

Mommy caressed me gently and said softly, “We love you very much baby. We know it has been a long time since the transfer but, we want to make sure that you have no more adjustment problems like you did the first few months. It grieves us when you wake up in the night and have terrible night mares. It also grieves us when you have duality problems. We want to be ready to help if we are needed.”

I hugged mommy tightly. I loved mommy so very much. I assured her that I didn’t have that problem any more. I know who I am and I also know who I used to be. I had already resolved the duality problems long ago.

I asked mommy, “What are these clothes? They are absolutely gorgeous!” I pointed to the new closet.

Mom ran her hand through my hair and said, “You are not a baby anymore sweetheart. It’s true you really do sort of look like it. There are noticeable differences. You probably feel like it, but your not and haven’t been for ... a very long time. These are the clothes for you when you decide you don’t want to be a baby anymore and want ... to pursue other interests.”

My eyes open wide. I was totally confused. Just what did that mean?
I look at mommy for a minute and then ask, “I thought I was baby mommy.”

Mommy smiles and says softly, “You are sweetheart, and will always be. The prolongation shot you had many years ago insures that.” She lovingly runs her hand through my hair again before continuing, “It’s just that a young lady develops ... other interests eventually. Your body doesn’t age ... you still do. This is so that you may explore those interests when you have them.”

I ask innocently confused, “What in Nexus are you talking about mommy?”

Mommy laughs softly and hugs me and says, “My baby. There will come a time ... you will understand my love.” She kisses me softly and pats me on my bottom before she walks out of the nursery and is gone again. I really miss mommy when she is gone. She doesn’t stay gone very long ... just seems like it to me.

I am totally confused. I see Nana go into the crib room. I decide to ask her. I go into the room with Nana. She turns and smiles her beautiful smile at me and asks, “Does baby want to be diapered?”
I was truly tempted ... I shrugged it off and ask instead, “What are ... a young lady’s other interests, Nana.”

Nana giggles so sweetly and says, “Why baby! What brought on this kind of question?”

I replied shyly, “Mom said I will have other interests eventually. I wanted to know what that might be is all.”

Nana folds her hands and smiles so wonderfully at me before she says sweetly, “You do know about boys ... don’t you baby?”

I was dazzled. I hadn’t thought about any of that since the transfer. It was a long time ago. I hadn’t realized that almost seven hundred years had passed. Everything had been such a great adventure. I had very real memory flashes of ... sex. Very good and satisfying sex. All the wrong orientation.
I had never had sex as a girl. I felt a strange arousal as I thought about it.

Nana kneels down and takes my chin gently in her hand. She asks so softly in a concerned tone, “Are you alright baby? You look ... troubled.”

I had opened Pandora’s box with my questions. I was troubled. I was feeling my first twinges of sexual curiosity. I now had some serious things to work through I wouldn’t have had if I hadn’t found that stupid closet.

I ask Nana, “How old am I, Nana?”

Nana replies softly, “If we start you counting at the day of your ... medical problem ... about seven hundred years give or take a year or two.”

Surprise ... I think about it. It has been a long time. I remember the passage of time. I am dizzy with all the things that have happened in my life during this long stretch. It has been a really exciting and wondrous adventure being suddenly female. 

I ask, “Nana ... what happens if I don’t like boys?”

Nana giggles sweetly and says, “I’m sure you will change your ... position on that when the time comes. There are ... other things too.”

“Like what?” I ask.

Nana replies, “There are places you will go and people you will meet. You won’t always be in diapers baby. There will be times when you will be a most becoming young lady. After all, you are the Crown Emperess of Terrian Nexus. You will enjoy going too, I assure you.”

She takes me in her arms and hugs me lovingly then says, “Baby, even if you like girls ... it’s ok. There are many who would be more than happy to be your playmate and enjoy the same pampering you have.”

I am really confused. It would be nice to have a playmate to talk over all the things I am confused about. It would be nice to have another girl to play with. When I am in baby mode, it would be especially nice. I love playing with Nana ... just a girlfriend would be nice too. I didn’t yet understand the concept of Playmate. I would learn.

Baby Meets Him

I walk out into the main bedroom. The door to the nursery opens. I am stunned when the most beautiful man I have ever seen walks in the door escorting my daddy. He is dressed in military formal dress uniform. He has Captain’s bars and the Imperial braid that designates him as Head of the security battalion. I also notice he has several very formidable weapons on him. He is carrying his rifle slung across his broad shoulders. He is beautiful! I am in my rumba panties and a shorty top. Larry Notices me. Oh, he smiles!

Daddy notices me standing there staring. He sees the look on Larry’s face. I must have had a dazed expression. I realize I have been staring. I blush very pink and turn to go into the potty room to get my thoughts back on track. Daddy doesn’t give me the opportunity. 

He calls me over. I am all flustered inside. I see a gleam in dad’s eye. Daddy introduces me, “Miki. I want you to meet the head of Imperial Security. His name is Captain Larry Turner. Larry, this is the young Emperess Miki Anton.”

He bows gracefully and takes my right hand in his huge hand. I feel an electrical tingle run through me as he takes my hand. I feel so hot and moist in my most secret places. He bends and kisses me on the back of my knuckles and says in the most heavenly deep voice, “It is a great pleasure, My Lady.”

I am dazed. I can feel his words as they deliciously spread through me. I have serious emotions well up in me. I am so emotional I wet my panties. I am totally embarrassed. I feel conflicted. I blush deeply from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet. The only thing I can do is giggle shyly and curtsy.

Daddy smiles deeply and says, “Well baby, I am sure you and the Captain will get along famously. We do have to be about other business.”

Daddy bends down, tells me he loves me a lot, and kisses me lovingly as he pats me on my bottom. It isn’t noticeable yet I am wet.

Larry bows again gracefully and says in his heavenly voice, “My Lady.”

Larry opens the door ... daddy walks through and they leave. The door shuts silently.
I do not know what to do with myself. I hear Nana giggle softly from the crib room
as the wet spot slowly spreads. I hear her say, “I guess you do know about boys.”

I am totally embarrassed. I put my hand to my mouth. I discover my mouth is open. I have wet my panties in front of the most beautiful man I have ever seen. I jump up and down and scream in frustration. I hear Nana laugh out loud.
I am upset with her now.

I scream, “Nana! What is so funny? I am so embarrassed! I actually wet myself.”

I hear a drawer open and close. Nana walks out with a pair of training panties. They have little white lambs on them. She is still giggling and trying to keep a straight face.

She says softly and reassuringly, “It’s ok for a little girl to wet her panties once in a while baby.”

What are you laughing at me for Nana? I am really mad at you!”

Nana smiles and replies softly, “Baby, I’m not laughing at you, sweetheart. It’s just ... one of those ... other interests ... just reached out and touched you. That’s all.”

She pulls down my damp panties and wipes me gently with a wipey.
I am still having problems with the feelings meeting this man has caused. 

She holds out the training panties and says, “Step in baby.”
I step in them and she gently pulls them up and pats me softly on my bottom. I am still in turmoil over meeting Larry. I am truly embarrassed. 
I didn’t know that Larry was really taken with me too. Mommy and daddy already approved. This is why daddy brought him to the nursery. Just mommy and daddy accidentally on purpose neglected to tell Larry or me.

I couldn’t believe it. I had a fantasy of me being Larry’s girlfriend and he dating me and me making mad passionate love to him and ... I turn from the fantasy. Wow !! I am in trouble here! I feel warm and wet tingly feelings inside me. Nana is looking at me with a grand smile on her face. I am so embarrassed. My face and ears feel like they are on fire.
I shriek with pent up anxiety as I shake my fists. 

Nana comes to me and hugs me tenderly. She walks me over to the rocking chair and sits, picks me into her lap, and has me lie across her breast. She rubs her hand gently across my head. She says, “Baby, don’t be upset.” She starts to rock slowly and continues, “it’s what we were talking about. You will know when the time is right. Others know too. It comes when it comes.”

I knew I had finally met the most beautiful man I had ever seen. I had wanted to meet him for a long time and never had the chance. I remember him and had seen him at various times when momma or daddy would take me to the mall or the park. I had never spoken to him. The opportunity never arose. We were in rather close proximity at most times and I did notice how beautiful he was. But when daddy actually introduced me. His touch ... his lovely voice ... Ummmmmm! Goose bumps sprout all over my skin.
I remember the look in daddy’s face ... he chose that moment to do it too. I giggle.

Nana kisses me softly on the top of my head as she continues to rock me.
I wonder what it would be like. To actually go on a date with him. I wonder if he would be willing to take someone like me on a real date.

I ask, “Nana ... do you think he would actually take me on a date?”

Nana giggles sweetly and replies, “Miki, I think he would be more than honored to take you any place you asked him.”
I shrug and respond, “Suppose I don’t want to ask Him?”

She holds me and kisses me again and says, “Oh, I see, you want him to ask you. Is that it?” She starts rocking slowly again. Then continues, “It ... could happen I suppose. But wouldn’t you think it would be more direct if you made the suggestion?”

I replied wistfully, “I don’t know, Nana. Just seems right he asks me.”

Nana smiles sweetly as she caresses my head then says, “It does seem the proper thing. I agree.”

I am thinking about my fantasy. I feel so strange deep inside. I do have a reference point other girls at this time of their life don’t have. I still remember being John too. I remember having great sex. I also remember being deeply in love. I know that woman is long dead by now. I know if I do go on a date with Larry, I will belong to him. I shudder with sweet little chills.

A Breath of Fresh Air

I have on just a diaper and a satin diaper cover that has ruffles around the leg openings, waist band, and four across my bottom. I have on some very soft matching booties and matching ribbons make my pony tails. I am starting to feel very antsy. I have an ache in my soul I cannot define and need to be alone. I take a white crocheted spread from the bed. I wrap myself loosely in it and open the nursery door when Nana isn’t looking and is busy. I know baby shouldn’t go anywhere without someone to watch over her, but I needed to be alone. I quietly close the nursery door and walk down the hall towards the gardens. Many people from multitudes of worlds fill the halls and all greet me and bow or curtsy as I pass. I hear, “My Lady” until I want to scream! I must be alone!

I find the door and wander into the Garden of the Moon. I sit in one of the gazebos. Here it is quiet and very peaceful. I sit and look out over the pond and watch the fishes swim and play below me. I can see my cute face reflecting in the water. I feel so lonely I start to cry softly. I see the large tear drops as they hit the water from time to time and make little rings. It has been a whole week. I haven’t been able to even catch a glimpse of Larry, much less get close enough to him to say anything. I want so much to talk to him.
I remember the lover’s wish here in the Garden of the Moon. I whisper wistfully to the Moon, “Oh to be Larry Turner’s girlfriend. To at least have him speak to me. Or just a small glimpse ... maybe?”

A microscopic surveillance comm picked up her wish. This is one of the seeming magical things built into the Garden of the Moon. The entity that monitors these comms is known as The Master Controller. It is not known how it can do and arrange the things it does. This electronic secret of the garden has long been forgotten. To all the youth and old alike. It is a delightful bit of magic. One of the many Mystiques of a Mysterious Garden.
Master Controller knows the young Emperess’ voice. This is priority.

I hear a noise behind me. I turn around and see three of the scrubbiest men I think I could imagine. They had nasty weapons. All pointed at me. I am scared, to say the least. They start to laugh and giggle to each other. I hear them saying the word rape.

They start telling me what they intend to do to me. I don’t understand a lot of the sexual stuff they say. I truly expect not to survive much longer. I close my eyes for just a second. There are noises in front of me. Gagging and thumps. I quickly open them again.

I see Larry with one man in a headlock with a very nasty gun stuck in his face. I see the two others in a fetal position on the ground, gasping and groaning pitifully. I see five others of the security team there with very nasty weapons drawn and pointed at the men on the ground.

I see the look in Larry’s eyes. I am afraid for the men.
When Larry speaks, there is an icy chill correctness in his voice, “With all due respect , sir, you should know it is very rude to speak to an Imperial Baby like that and use such language.”
It would have been funny, except Larry cocked his weapon then and continued, “Please understand also, I will kill you as soon as look at you. I suggest you lower your weapon. Doesn’t really matter if you do. It would be more fun though if you didn’t.”

The man didn’t want to drop his gun. Larry held him hard. The man was turning almost purple when he finally dropped the gun. Larry released him. He fell prone on the ground and didn’t move. He gagged and coughed weakly. The other two looked like they were very content staying right where they were for a long while.

Larry moved around until he stood beside me and could closely guard the three men.
He asked in his wonderful sweet voice, “Is ... Miki all right?”
My heart felt so great!! It was a fantasy ... right? A wish to the Moon to ... this? HE even saved my life! I was a young woman totally in love. I fully believed in the Garden of the Moon and the Lover’s wish.

I tell him lovingly sweet in a girls voice who has a serious crush “I’m not hurt thanks to you Larry”

Larry looks at me with his dreamy eyes and says, “I am most glad to hear it Miki. It could have been a lot worse.” Larry’s expression changes. He says very sternly, “Miki, you have been a very bad baby girl wandering off that way. You have scared your parents and Nana to death! Not to mention what you have done to all the Imperial Guards. The entire Palace is a total uproar.

I shake my head slightly. I feel the hair on my head as it falls around my shoulders and face. I bow my head and sigh. I am over joyed that Larry is here. I just wish it could be under a lot different circumstances. This isn’t the right time. Larry sits beside me. He brushes an annoying lock of hair from my face. He asks softly, “ Is there something I can do ... My Lady?”
I reply, “I’m so sorry Larry. All I wanted was some alone time. I needed ... to think about some things. Girl things.”

Larry hugs me gently and kisses me on the forehead. I am almost going to pass out. It is a wonderful thing I have on a diaper. If I wet this time ...

Larry stands me on my feet and takes me by my hand. He is so huge next to my petit body. I am totally in love with this beautiful man. I feel electric tingles all through me as we slowly walk back towards the nursery. Many guards gather, Larry picks me up and carries me. I put my thumb in my mouth. I am embarrassed. I take it out. I discover it is really hard not suck my thumb. I am still in baby mode after all. With very big girl emotions. I notice he has on a different uniform today. The rank insignia have all changed too. I think this is sort of strange. He also is wearing the braid of Master Personal Body Guard. Babies don’t worry about such things

There were many guards all dressed in their finest uniforms escorting Larry and me to the Great Hall. They all watched me fondly as I laid across Larry’s broad shoulder and sucked my thumb. I gave up. I couldn’t help it. As Larry carries me out of the Great Hall, I am still on his shoulder. I am sucking my thumb as the Grand Universal Ruling Council watches baby be carried back to her nursery. They all think I am so adorable. At least that’s what they say. I wonder ...

As Larry carried me, he told me I was safe with him. He told me he would give his life gladly to defend mine. I look at him for a second then give him my sweetest little baby girl kiss I could muster. Larry didn’t stand a chance. I timed it perfectly. Caught him square on the lips as he turned his head. I gave him the best baby kiss I could for this man who would die for me. Who had saved my life.

I tell him, “I give you the permanent position of my most personal body guard until such time you and only you decide to change it.” With this, I put my arms around his neck and gave him a very un-baby like kiss. He slowly let me slip to the floor. I was on my tippy toes.

There was resistance from him at first as my tongue entered his mouth and caressed his tongue. I could hear the voices of the other guards wishing they were him. I felt him become very aroused. He softened. He suddenly began to kiss me back. I felt his large hands go slowly down my back until he caressed my diapered bottom. I allowed him to pull me into him. I responded in kind. I kissed him back as tenderly as I could. I gave myself to him His kiss became soft and tender too. I gave him a kiss that was totally reserved for my most special times. This was my most special times. I could feel him becoming seriously aroused. He was accepting me and my affections and drinking them in. I let this man enjoy kissing me for as long as he wanted. I kissed him with the most personal kiss I had ever kissed. This was my first kiss. Ummmmmm! 

When he broke the kiss I blushed shyly and giggled as I bounced on my toes. My head swam and I was dizzy. I said softly in a very sweet girl’s voice, “That’s for all the sacrifice and loyalty you have given me Larry. I hope my kiss is something worthy of payment for that loyal service.” I blushed and was very shy. I put my finger in my mouth and looked adorable for him and giggled sweetly. I felt giddy. I had pleased him. I knew and was part of the pleasure

Larry had stumbled and almost lost his balance. I knew exactly how he felt. He was dazed in a way he had never been before. He had never had a girl kiss him this way and he was totally taken by surprise. His head swam. We were in front of the nursery door. All the escorting guards were extremely pleased. They had made a circle around Larry and me with their backs to us. No body could see what we were doing inside the circle. They all wished they were Larry for that few minutes. They all seriously loved and adored me too. They thought Larry was one of the luckiest guys to have a girl as cute as me give him that kind of kiss. Larry leaned against the wall for a minute until his head cleared. Larry looked at me with an expression of love and adoration. Larry said softly in a voice broken by strong emotions, “Thank you My Lady. That is ... payment in full for the rest of my life.”

I giggle sweetly again and say in a cute voice, “Let’s go some place soon. You and me. Have fun maybe?”
Larry’s eyes shine brightly. He said, “Soon Miki. Real soon.”
It would be sooner than he thought. Daddy and mommy already approved and gave their permission. He would be told soon. I had no idea. 

I kiss him softly one more sweet time. I say good afternoon and enter the nursery to Nana and a spanking. It was worth every one.

A Fantasy Proposition

Several days later, Larry’s comm buzzed on the top secret battle channel. No one but no one had that frequency. Only Master Controller had that frequency. A chill went down his spine. Who would believe he of all people would get this call.
He was told , as well as all Imperial Personnel, if this ever buzzed on that channel, it was top priority and must be answered immediately and the communication taken deadly seriously. There have been calls from that channel over the last 10,000 years. Each and every one was deadly serious and vital to the continuation of man. Larry answered it.
The voice on the other end sounded extremely strange and very alien.

It asked, “Larry Turner?”

Larry answered, “Yes.”

It continued, “This is a one time proposition for you. It will not be offered ever again.”

Larry said, “Who are you?”

It responded, “I am the Master Controller. I have called you on a matter of the gravest importance and the greatest of secrecy on the highest secure channel to offer this to you.”

Larry was shocked. Someone had the technology to track him in an area where tracking is blocked. Not good. Who ever this is, is high placed. He took it deadly seriously. 

It said in it’s strange voice, “Are you interested in hearing a most unusual proposition?”

Larry shrugged and replied, “Ok, tell me what it is and I’ll let you know.”

It said, “As you know, Miki is an Imperial Pet to her mother. She is also Crown Emperess. She has fallen in love with you. You have top approval should you decide to pursue this.”

Larry became afraid. He had never known fear before.

It continued, “There is nothing to fear Larry. You have been most honorable in defending Miki, which is why I offer this to you one time and one time only.”

Larry was totally flabbergasted. This person seems to be able to read minds. He had his scanner out looking for the bug that allowed the tracking and mind scans. The scanner kept showing the area was clear for over 5,000 yards around. No bugs. He was getting to be spooked. He understood now why they told him to take it deadly seriously.

It continued, “It has been known to us that you have been in love with Miki since you first met her. It also is known to us that she wants nothing more than to please the man she loves. The man she loves with all her heart is you.”

Larry is beyond himself. Was he being ordered to ... go on a date? This sounded like he was being told it was his choice. He is incredulous. 

Larry had to sit down. He found a bench slightly hidden from the main hall near the Security Office and sat heavily. Who ever this individual is, knows everything. I think I am in trouble big time.

It replied to his thought, “You are in no trouble and no trouble will come to you regardless of your decision.”

An icy cold stab of true fear ran through him worse than the first. He had never known fear before and now, two times in the same conversation ... This is not good at all.

Larry exclaimed exasperatedly, “Ok, what is the proposition? Is this black mail?”

It said with a strange amused tone, “No black mail now or ever Larry

Larry jumped up suddenly and shouted, “How the hell do you know my thoughts? Who are you?”

It replied, “Who I am is the Master Controller. I am no more or less. I have the absolute top priority. I have the absolute top security clearances. I know far more than your thoughts. I am able even to discern your very emotions and feelings as well.”

Larry stumbled back to his seat and sat heavily. He knew this was on the level. He knew this was Master Controller.

It went on, “Here is the proposition. No one but you and I know of this. It is your decision, yes or no. There will be no repercussions to you in any way regardless of your decision. Is your free will choice. This is a one time offer. You have a true feeling of love for Miki. Miki has a true feeling of love for you. In her heart, you will be her most heart felt, trusted, and beloved boyfriend. She will be your absolutely trusted, willing and loving girlfriend. You will have to have intent at first. It is your choice as to how far this relationship goes ... or hers as the case may be. She will be unable to refuse pleasure to the man she loves. You will experience her full abilities and deepest love. For you, this is your deepest sexual fantasy come true. This is entirely up to you. Yes or No. 

In Larry’s heart, he knew this was the thing he had dreamed of and wished for ever since Miki had allowed him to kiss her outside the nursery. 
He wanted this. Larry said, “Ok, Yes.” Larry was deeply troubled by this decision. 

The comm went dead.

That channel was the highest priority and most secure. It came from the highest authority. Larry shook his head. He knew he had received this comm and he absolutely knew it was on that channel. His comm was selected. He now was more than upset and took it more than seriously. He returned to his post outside the nursery. 

He thinks to himself, “If this is on the level, it means Miki is my girlfriend. We can even marry if we choose.” He shakes his head. He is willing to be the Consort to the Emperess.
He is really taken with her. He wonders if she knows anything about these wheels within wheels. He wants to find out.

He didn’t know what to think or feel. It would be the wildest fantasy to make love to Miki and to have her as his girlfriend. 

Forbidden Love

It was coming time for my first date. Larry had asked me to go out. He did ask me some strange questions about Master something or other. I had no clue what he was talking about. He laughs. I giggle. Now it’s almost time for him to be here.

I asked Nana if I could be a big girl. She took me in to the potty room and took off my diaper and put me in cute little powder blue tie on bikini panties and a lace trimmed baby halter top bra. It fit so wonderfully. I turned. My eyes got big as saucers. Nana was standing there with that gown. The one made from the webs of the Glow Moths. I was breathless. 

I said, “Nana, you don’t want me to wear that do you?”

Nana looked at me strangely and replied, “Well and why not girl?”

I was speechless. Nana giggles and says, “Quit fussing and let me get you dressed.”

She takes the gown off of its hangar and removes the plasti-seal covering.

Nana helped me into the gown. Ohhh how it felt as it slipped on. It tingled pleasantly and I giggled and squirmed a bit. It tickled. It was like putting on a fine glove it fit me so precisely.

She brushed my hair and tied my pony tails in ribbons. She put really soft slippers on my feet. She kisses me softly and tells me how pretty I am. It brightens my day to have pleased her.

When I walked out of the potty room into the bedroom I saw Larry enter the nursery door. My heart jumped for joy he was the one going to take me on this outing. 
My Personal Body Guard. I giggled when I thought about it.

I wrapped myself loosely in the shawl and went to Larry. He stood with a stunned look on his face and his mouth open as he watched me approach. He was no slouch himself. He had on his Mess Dress Uniform. I notice this one is far different than any of the others he has worn. It is the sharpest looking one yet. The blue white braid denoting him as my personal body guard on his left shoulder. Many Cute Shiny Medals.

He had never seen a more beautiful girl in his entire life. I had never seen a more handsome man. The shawl I had on enhanced this beauty until he was speechless. My outfit made me perhaps the sexiest girl he had ever seen. His, made him the handsomest most beautiful man I had ever seen. I gave him a soft kiss on his cheek and a hug around his neck. I could tell Larry had many emotions running through him as I did this. I was an extremely beautiful girl, dressed in the most beautifully sexy way he had ever seen. He was totally taken and awed.

I said, “Larry, where will you take me?” I looked at him innocently, as I bounced on my toes and giggle softly.
Larry was very uncomfortable. He fidgets ever so slightly. I think it’s cute.

Nana said in a playfully stern voice, “Well young man? Where are you taking the girl?”

Larry almost couldn’t speak. The opportunity was being thrown in his lap. He became dizzy. He didn’t understand how this Master Controller manipulated things with this kind of precision ... or was it just we wanted to anyway and were given permission?

He finally spoke, “I guess we could go to dinner if that’s what she wants.”
I giggled and said, “Silly man, anywhere you take me would be fine.” And I stood on my tip toes and kissed him on the cheek again. Larry visibly relaxed and took a deep breath. 
I realize he is as nervous as I am. Cool! This is my first date and I’m excited.

He held out his elbow, I took it eagerly. He escorted me out the door of the nursery on our first real date. He was overjoyed to be going on a date with a girl as gorgeous as me. I was overjoyed to be going on a date with such a strong, handsome man.

It created a huge stir at the mall when everyone saw this absolutely handsome military man escorting this absolutely beautiful girl to dinner. We were both stunningly dressed.
He had taken me to the Nexus Arcade. We had dinner in the finest restaurant there ... Jason’s. This was the finest restaurant in the Nexus Star System.

I had Kaeferian peaches, baked Lienmbos beast, and he poured me a glass of red wine. 
I had never had any wine before. It tasted bitter. I didn’t like it, but it did make my head buzz. I was unsure of myself. I started to feel giggly. Larry seemed to enjoy me and continued small talk and flirted sweetly. It lifted my sprits to see I was pleasing him so.
I didn’t drink any more wine.

The waiters and Manager of Jason’s hovered around the whole time we were there and insured we had everything we asked for immediately. I heard many of the people commenting on who we might be. None had seen a more handsome gentleman nor had any seen such a beautiful woman. We were such a perfect couple. I noticed some vid reporters taking pictures. The Manager insured we were not disturbed and had them removed if they even appeared to be disturbing us. The manager had the musicians play soft music at our table just for us. Dinner was romantic and very pleasant.

He walked me from the restaurant to Nexus Park. We held hands. Larry gently flirted with me in a very sweet manner. I couldn’t help it, I responded in kind. We sat on a bench under a flowering tree in the shade and watched the water fowl play. We held hands and kissed. We flirted. I actually started feeling a real want to make love to Larry. People that passed noticed us and made sweet comments about us being the perfect couple. I thanked Larry. I gave him a very passionate little kiss on the lips for taking me to dinner. He was a little stiff at first and then relaxed into it and kissed me back.

Larry is so sweet. He has me on the most romantic date. I am no longer in baby mode, I have an eighteen year old side too. I want him to be my boyfriend ... I’m in his arms and kissing him again. I gracefully climb on his lap. I feel his hands on my bottom. I love when he caresses my bottom. People are watching and are shocked. They are making strange comments. I am embarrassed. I gracefully slide into the seat beside him.

I am slightly shy about my exhibition. Larry kisses me sweetly. His tongue explores my mouth and caresses my tongue. He tells me not to worry about it. I kiss him back the best way I know how. I am a lot more discreet now. We talk about everything. Larry’s beautiful eyes sparkle so. I could fall into them and drowned. 

Larry wraps me loosely in my shawl. He takes me by the hand and we slowly walk towards his apartment. I am kissing him along the way and falling deeper into love with each one. I see people along the way. They are stunned at what a beautiful girl this very handsome young man has. I hear them talking and saying how lucky he is and what a perfectly beautiful couple we are.

We arrive at his apartment and he opens the door. We go in. I am an eighteen year old girl who is all alone with the man she loves most in the world. She is more than willing to please this man. She is going to please this man. 

I curl up gracefully beside him on the sofa. I am in his arms and kissing him softly. I let the shawl slowly slip from my shoulders and drape across the arm of the sofa. I feel the passion and need building in me. I feel his hand take loose my gown in the back. A slow tingly downward motion. I giggle ... it tickles. I feel my gown come loose around me. I quiver with excited anticipation. I lift my arms ... my gown disappears over my head. I feel Larry’s warm breath on my boobies. He kisses me through my bra. I am lost to him.

I felt him as he wrapped his huge arms around me and pulled me into him. His hands tenderly ran down my back to my bottom. I was in his huge hands. The most enrapturing squeeze. I didn’t resist. I was totally absorbed. I allowed Larry to enjoy me to my fullest. I gave everything to him.

I don’t know how long I kissed him. I was totally in heaven and all the joy in pleasing my Love. I took his hand and placed it between my legs. I saw in a holo ... I knew this is what to do. This time, he gave me a thrillingly soft squeeze. I couldn’t help myself, I squeaked softly as I pressed his hand into my privacy. He caressed me ... my panties were getting to be wet. I was over joyed in a way I had never been. I was giving my virginity to the love of my life.

I gracefully climbed onto his lap and was sitting on him. I undid my bra. Larry was stunned as it slipped off and was in his hands. I leaned back so my boobies would poke out for him to see. I was aroused and they were very pointy. I asked in a very shy voice, “Do I please you Larry?”

Larry said in a voice very thick with emotion, “You please me very much baby.”
He pulled me into him and started kissing and sucking gently on my little boobies. Each kiss, each little suck, sent massive waves of tingling pleasure through me. I giggled and squirmed with pleasure. I was helpless while Larry enjoyed himself. I had a very intense orgasm. Larry smiled and said, “Let’s go to bed baby.”

He stood up slowly as I slid off his lap gracefully back to the floor. He took me by the hand and led me to the bedroom. As I took off my slippers and got onto his huge bed, He shut and locked the door. I watched him as he turned and looked at me. I thought he was one of the most handsome men I had ever seen. He walked over to the bed. I was on my knees and started unbuttoning his dress shirt. I was fascinated by his chest. I dropped his shirt in the floor and started running my hands gently over every square inch of his hairy chest. Larry took my hands in his and got into bed. I was on top of him again and it felt so good to have my boobies against his chest. The hair of his chest felt so wonderful on my nude skin. I giggle with pleasure.

I kiss him passionately. He kisses me back. I am in heaven and am doing my level best to please Larry. From the bottom of my heart, the very secret things are now Larry’s. I can feel Larry’s thing hard and throbbing under me. It wants to be kissed. I am more than willing. I undo his weapons belt. I undo the ammo belt. I sit up, cross my arms, and pout sweetly. Larry laughs. I go back to my labors and undo his regular belt and then finally his pants and unzip them. Larry pulls down his pants and underwear as best he can with me sitting on him. I move to the side and help him take them off. I am very enthralled. He is a beautiful man.

His thing is so big and hard. I have never seen a man’s thing hard. I take it in my hand. I caress it gently with both hands. I can feel it throbbing. It is so beautiful. I kiss it softly. I can hear Larry gasp. I lick all around it’s tip as Larry moans. I kiss and lick all up and down the length of his thing as Larry is helpless. I get the tip in my mouth and suck gently. I can feel his thing get slightly bigger and start throbbing. I get five huge squirts and three small ones. I leak there is so much. I swallow as much as I can. I lick the rest up as best I can. I giggle at Larry’s wonderful expression and ask in a sweet voice, “Did that please you?”

Larry is obviously more than pleased. I am so ecstatic I have pleased him. Larry takes me gently and has me lie beside him. His hands are so strong and huge on me. His grip is solid as a steel vice ... they are soft as a whisper on my small arms. He is kissing me so passionately. His hand is on my tummy. His hand is calloused and is so big. He is very gentle with me. He kisses my neck. He kisses my boobies and makes me giggle and squirm. He kisses my tummy and then blows in my tummy button. I kick and squirm as I screech with pleasure.

He opens my legs and kisses me through my panties right on my privacy. I squeak softly at the intensity of it. He unties my panties. I see him toss them aside onto the bed. I bend my knees and spread my legs so he has total access to my privacy. I will refuse him nothing.

I feel Larry’s warm breath on my hairless privacy. His fingers open me. I feel his breath inside my most tender place. I squeak and moan helplessly as his tongue begins to explore my most private and special virgin place. The feeling gets to be so intense and fills me so I cannot think. All I can do is squeak and moan every time his tongue explores me. I didn’t have time to think. I was having my first sex with the man I wanted to have sex with since I met him. Giving him my virginity, That was the only important thing right now.

Larry smiled and those gorgeous eyes of his sparkled. He started nodding as he ran his hand over my nude body and stopped between my legs and his finger gently penetrated my privacy. involuntary squeak escapes as he penetrates. I giggle. I am enjoying myself.
I giggled again, took my hand and placed it on his hand between my open legs. “I love you Larry.” I said in a soft voice. I push with my hips into his hand ... It hurts a in a strange way ... I squeak with surprise.

He kisses me passionately again and says with emotion in his voice, “Thank you Miki, I love you more than you know.” I could feel him exploring my privacy again. His face was suddenly between my legs and I felt his wonderful tongue slowly go from the bottom of my privacy all the way to the top where he stopped and sucked my very special place.
I squeaked with the intensity and surprise of it. My heart was pounding and I was panting. Larry did this again and again. He explored each little place and fold. I couldn’t help myself, I orgasm for him several times. They are strong and very intense. I feel them as they surge through my whole body. These make me totally crazy. I love Larry Totally.

I giggled shyly as he took me by the arms and laid me on my back on the bed. I bent my knees and opened my legs like a good girl.

I realize Larry has moved to between my legs. I open my eyes and he is above me. I feel his muscular body above mine. I feel his legs holding mine open. It is time for baby to please Larry with her privacy.

I reached down and touched it again. Larry was between my legs and over the top of me now. I could feel his hand with my hand on his thing. His face close to mine ... I feel his sweet hot breath on my face. He kisses me so sweetly and explores my mouth and tongue with his. The tip of his hardness touched my privacy. There were his fingers ... they opened me a bit and the tip was pressing against the opening of my privacy .. it’s very moist ... I could feel it and his hands with mine. It is so big and hard. He pushed and it penetrated me. I gasped and he did it again. The third time he pushed, he entered my privacy deep enough to pop me. I felt it pop ... a sharp pain ... a really pleasant fulfillment ... I felt my privacy stretch as he pushed into me ... Oh it hurt ... but in a very weird and pleasant way ... I was totally engrossed in pleasing Larry ... his huge thing penetrating inside me deeper and deeper... I make a squeaking noises on each thrust. When he finished that last hard push ... I was totally mind blown ... That really turned Larry on. I was helpless. It hurt, but it felt good too. Many emotions were shooting through me. 

Then, the sudden realization, Larry was my soul mate. The total completion of my missing half as a female. I was having sex with my absolute perfect sole mate. Each time he would push into me, it would make me squeak softly and filled me with wonderful feelings and emotions. Every stroke was virgin and it did hurt some. I said in a breathy gasp as he was thrusting, “Larry, please be gentle. Baby has never done this before and you are huge. It really hurts when you’re rough.”

Larry apologized, “I’m sorry baby, I didn’t mean to hurt you. Just I have so longed to do this with you.” And he kisses me passionately.
Larry did long, slow thrusts after that. Each one felt better than the one before it. After a long time, Larry did one last long slow stroke that went so deep in me. I squeaked with the pleasure and pain of it. I could feel his hardness throbbing, as new places opened in my privacy. Larry was grunting softly and then after four or five more small bumps ... It gets all warm and wet inside me. I have my arms and legs around him as he holds me and spasms hard. He relaxed. He looked softly into my eyes and said, “This is truly a dream or something. It can’t be real.”
I say softly, “Let me on top and then tell me what a dream is.”
Larry rolls off of me onto the bed.

I remember a vid I saw once as John. Can’t remember the whole title ... Debbie something or other. I just remember some of the things I saw. I would like to do them for Larry. 

I giggle as I take his thing in my hand and give it a good suck several times. I hear Larry gasp loudly. I get up on top of him and get over the top of his hard and throbbing thing. I put it in my privacy and begin sitting on it. I am getting slightly sore. I feel it as it penetrates me deeply. I have to be careful and find the right place. He is big and it hurts if it goes too deep. I find the perfect spot. Larry has his hands on my hips. I am moving slowly up and down on his thing. I let it penetrate me deep. It hurts some. I clench my muscles deep inside me as hard as I can. Larry gasps and thrusts his pelvis up into me. It hurts me, but it hurts in a very good way. I do it again as hard as I can and this time lift up and down like Debbie showed me. Larry is helpless and moans out real loud as he attempts to push me off of him. He is too weak to do it. I giggle with pleasure. I do this three more times. Larry is actually screaming in ecstasy. He is helpless. I make him orgasm in less than a minute. I am absolutely thrilled I have pleased him this much. I feel his thing throb inside me. I feel all warm and wet and fulfilled as I get off of him and lie beside him. I am tender, but want some more. He rolls over and puts his arm around me and kisses me tenderly. I am leaking a lot of white gooshy stuff mixed with a little blood on the bed. Larry doesn’t care ... I don’t care. I sleep pleasantly fulfilled.

When I wake up, I am not sure where I am. At first, I think I am at home in one of the new rooms I found. I turn over. Its Larry. I am over joyed to be with Larry. I am his girlfriend now. He is the most important man in my universe.

I roll over and run my hand softly over Larry’s chest. I giggle quietly as I think of some more things I could do for him. I still would like to do some more. I get on my knees beside him and kneel over. Very, very gently, I touch his nipple with the very tip of my tongue. I see chill bumps rise on his chest. I continue in slow lazy circles. I go to the other one and do the same thing. I give this one a soft sucking kiss. Larry moans and jumps suddenly.
I screech and start to back up so I don’t get hit if he flinches too much. Larry has caught me by my arms before I could move. His hands are large on my small petit body. As steel solid as the grip that holds me is, It is soft as a whisper. I find myself across Larry’s chest and his lips against mine. His tongue is in my mouth caressing my tongue. I am being hugged passionately. His hands are softly caressing my body

I respond and suck on his tongue. I try to keep him from taking it from my mouth. Ummmmmm! I love Larry’s wonderful tongue. I am being tickled mercilessly. I am squirming and kicking and screeching. We wind up kissing passionately. I feel his hand on my bottom. I open my legs. I can feel his hand caressing me from behind. I kiss him again. Larry rolls me onto my back. His face is in my privacy. His wonderful tongue ... I am squeaking softly ... I orgasm quickly. 

I open my eyes just as his thing enters me again. I am starting to get sore down deep. He is above me and kisses me lovingly again. I want more. My privacy stretches as he slides in. I can’t help myself. I squeak softly with every thrust of him in me. I feel his muscular body above me as he thrusts. I am totally helpless as he takes my pleasure. I can feel the nearness of his body above mine. The hairiness of his chest brushing against my aroused boobies. I can feel his thrusts deep into me. Each one brings another strong Thrill. I have an intense full body orgasm. I wrap my arms and legs around him as best I can as it surges through me. I feel Larry doing his best not to orgasm. It’s now my mission to make it happen. I again clamp my muscles and move my hips the way Debbie showed me. It is starting to be real sore. Larry didn’t stand a chance. He moaned loudly and shouted, “ Oh my God! Ohh Miki!”
He grunted several times softly and sweetly as I squeezed. He had an intense orgasm. I felt his thing throb as he squirted. I was so happy! It was so warm inside me. I was very sore now. I realize I love Larry more than anything. I belong to Larry now. I am the happiest girl in the universe.

It was starting to get dark when I woke up. I could see long shadows in the bedroom. Larry was in a euphoric slumber. I lay on him and gently rubbed his chest. I was pleasantly sore deep inside me. I hadn’t ever felt this way before.
I kiss Larry softly and his hand moves to my bottom as he kisses me. I giggle sweetly.
We kiss again and I say, “We’re going to have to go back soon. It’s starting to get dark.”

Larry sits up and says, “Your right baby. Nana will spank me if I don’t get you back soon.”
I giggle at the thought of Huge Larry being paddled by Little Nana. I giggle again.

I go into the potty room and turn on the shower. Larry made a wonderful mess in baby’s privacy and a clean little girl is a pretty little girl. I get in the shower. The water is warm across my body and feels so good. Larry opens the shower door. He steps in. I kiss him. The shower door closes. I make love to the man whom I adore most in the shower.

We clean each other when we are finally done making love and step out. My clothes have been cleaned and folded neatly and put on the vanity for me. I tie on my panties and my bra. Larry ties my pony tails. I squirm and giggle as he tickles me while he does it. Larry helps me back into my gown. It is such a luxurious gown. He kisses me after he zips me and fastens the catch.

He offers me the crook of his elbow ... I take it and we step out into the early evening.
We stop at a small café along Nexus Lake. He bought us some snacks and a different bottle of wine. It was a bright sparkling pink. He pours me a glass.

This wine tasted sweet. I liked it. Larry didn’t have any trouble getting me to have two small glasses of it with him. I felt it strongly in my head. He took the third glass from me. I was euphoric and happy. I had the little girl giggles too. This pleased Larry to no end. Larry loosely wrapped me in my shawl. It was starting to be a bit cool. I was on his elbow as he escorted me back towards the Palace. It was getting really late. People would bow or curtsy and say, “My Lady” as we passed. It was sort of irritating. I wanted to be out and free of this with Larry. He seemed to notice. We took a different route. People didn’t know me so much here. I was just an extremely beautiful girl out with an extremely handsome man and that’s what I wanted. We held hands and kissed a lot. I flirted with him and he flirted with me. We talked about everything. He was so wonderful. Those that saw us were really impressed by the beautiful girl and her handsome boyfriend. I did see two men that looked like members of my security team arrest two men. One was from a sleazy gossip vid That was trying to take pictures of Larry and me. The other was from UGNN. The Universal Galactic News Network. This one had violated preset boundaries. I was curious about the boundaries. Larry didn’t speak of it. I let it go.

We returned to the Palace. He escorted me to the nursery door. I held both his hands and said, “Larry, I had the most wonderful day ever. You need to know. I love you with all my heart.” 
I kissed him softly and deeply. The door to the nursery opened, we entered.
Nana turns and puts her hands on her hips. She is tapping her right foot. She points her finger at Larry and says in a playfully stern voice, “ All right young man, just where have you and Miki been all this time? Do you know what time it is? Its almost three am!”
I giggle as we stand holding hands and I snuggle into him. Larry seems to be stunned and lost

Larry stumbles for words a bit. He isn’t sure what to say. He finally says in a very humble voice, “I’m so sorry madam. Its just that Miki is so captivatingly beautiful I lost all track of the time. I won’t let it happen again.”
I turn to Larry with my mouth open. I playfully swat him on his shoulder. I say, “ won’t let it happen again!? Well, that’s how it is, is it? 
Larry was totally nonplussed. The expression of surprise and dread on his face is very neat. He had Nana on one side with her hands on her hips appearing for all the world to be angry, and me with my arms crossed and appearing to be pouting and angry on the other. I turn my head playfully as I pout and say, “ Hummmph!”
Larry was absolutely groveling at this point. He was unsure of what to say or do.

Nana’s face brightens with a beautiful smile. She laughs and says, “Relax, young man. We are just playing with you.”
I turn and give him a very deep kiss on his mouth. I whisper so only he hears, “I love you with my whole heart. Please, Let it happen again soon.”
Larry squeezes my hand gently and says, “as often as you wish, My Lady. Good night Cindy.” He nods to Nana. He kisses me on the lips one more time and he leaves. The door to the nursery closes quietly.

He is a beautiful man. **giggle**