Wednesday 17 November 2010

BreastFeeding Desires

Breast Feeding Desires(Pg to R later)

10 y/o Mason Thomas climbed the front steps to Mary McGuires house. Like most boys Mason was mad about sports just not a good shot, well he had a good shot but for some reason his target twice in the last few weeks was Miss McGuire's front window. His unemployed lone parent dad Steve had desided that because he couldnt afford to pay for the window again Mason would have to work off the bill at 50 cents an hour. So here he was knocking at Miss McGuires front door. He nervously waited for an answer even though Mary McGuire was a 34 y/o mother of a 2 month old baby boy and who was always very friendly towards Mason if fact she had on many occasion taken the boy in when his father wasnt back in time to meet Mason from school. He was more embarressed because of the reason he was there. Mary opened the door
"Oh Hello Mason, come on in" she said chirplily. "I'm glad your Dad suggested this, dont worry it wont be too hard, I promise" She cheerfully ruffled his hair.
Mason giggled when she did this. He followed her out into the back yard, it was a little untidy because the neighbours where students who had a wild party at the weekend and had dumped their rubish over the fence.
"Will you pick up those empty bottles first and put them in the recycle bin. Dont touch the broken ones till you have the thick gloves on, dont want you getting cut, do we honey?"
"Ok Miss McGuire" he replied
"Oh dont be so formal Mason,"i've told you lots of times before, its Mary. When you have the bottles cleaned up come back in and I'll give you some Ice cold lemonade"
"thanks Mi..Mary"
He set about picking up all the bottles and cans and putting them in the bin as instructed. It took him 45 minutes but he got them cleared up. He was thirsty so he went back inside to see Mary.
" Mary, i've got the bottles cleared" he called
"In here Mason" she called from the sittingroom. He walked into the sittingroom and gasped at the sight before his eyes. Mary was sitting on the couch with Jake lying accross her lap Sucking on her breast. Mason was amazed and confused, her breast was beautiful but why would a baby be sucking it? didnt they suck pacifiers?. Mary spoke, jolting Mason back to reality.
"Mason! Are you alright?"
"whaa? hmmm yes, just wanted a drink" he replied
"ok, theres a jug of fresh lemonade in the fridge, help yourself and will you pour me one too."
"ok" said Mason as he went into the kitchen. He took 2 glasses from the press, filled them with ice, still in a state of confusion at what he had just witnessed. He took the jug of lemonade and filled the 2 glasses. after replacing the jug in the fridge he took the 2 glasses back into the sittingroom where Jake was now asleep in his basket while Mary sat on the sofa watching tv. She patted the seat beside her indicating to Mason to sit beside her which he did. They sat in silence for a few minutes till Mason broke the silence.
"Mary, can i ask you something?"
"Sure Mason, honey, you know you can ask me anything!"
"what..... what was Jake doing when ....he was at your.....you know" he said feeling a little embaressed.
"when he was suckling on my breast?"
"yes"
"He was drinking my milk, Mommies produce milk when they have babies to help them grow and be strong. I'm sure your mother Breastfed you as a baby"
"No....She didnt.......my mommie died giving birth to me" stated a tearful Mason before he burst into tears.
 
"Oh you poor thing...... come here" said Mary as he caressed the sobbing boy trying to console him. "I lost a child a few years back, she was 9, but we knew from birth she was going to die. I'm glad now I had her for even such a short time" she told him as she rocked him in her arms. After awhile his sobbing subsided, she pulled away from him but still kept her arm around his shoulders.
"you feeling a little better now"
"Yeah...sorry about that"
 
"dont be silly, everyone needs a good cry every now and then"
"Mary........ can i try some.......some milk"
Mary looked at him hard, she could see the honesty and pleading in his eye's
"I dont know!! it really is only for babies"
"Please, please, i'll do anything" he pleaded
"well, okay....just a little couldnt hurt, i suppose"
Mason sat back smiling in anticipation as Mary undid her blouse revealing one of her ample bosoms. She draped a baby blanket over her arm and got Mason to lay across her lap and rest his head on the blanket.
"Now only use your lips to suck, dont bite my nipple ok" she told him
"ok" he replied before starting to suck on her nipple. She gently carressed the side of her breast encouraging the milk to flow into his hungry mouth. Mason was delighted by the sweet taste of the warm milk and suckled hungrily to get as much as he could. Mary gazed lovingly at the child in her arms. She pulled the baby blanket over him and in her minds eye he was her little Emily, in her arms again. After about 5 mins she pulled Mason from her breast, he had a huge smile on his face.
"Did you enjoy that?" she asked him as she wiped the corners of his mouth with one of jakes bibs.
"oohhh yes! can we do it again sometime, PLEASE" he replied.
"we'll see, oh look at the time, your father will be looking for you"
"ok, thanks Mary" said Mason as he gave her a big hug and made his way to the front door " bye, see ya tomorrow"
"Bye Mason honey". Mary closed the door behind him. She stood with her back to the door and thought about what had happened. For some reason she felt more satisfaction from feeding Mason than she did Jake or was it because she really thought it was her lovely Emily suckling on her breast. She realised she was looking forward to it happening again as much as Mason.

CHAPTER 2
Saturday morning Mary was awoken by the sound of a lawnmower. Jake had kept her up most of the night but was now soundly sleeping which is why she had slept so late. She checked her clock. It was 10.30. She realised the mowing was coming from her back garden. Looking out the window she saw Mason busily cutting the grass in her back Garden. "boy,is he early" she thought to herself. She turned and went into the bathroom to wash and get dressed.
A short while later she carried Jake into the kitchen and placed him in his rocker. Mason walked in the backdoor.
"Morning Mary, I've cut your grass" announced Mason with a smile.
"Hi Mason, yes I saw. Thank you, you're very good" Mary said as she picked up Jake in his rocker and walked into the sittingroom. Jake was starting to cry so Mary took him from his rocker, sat on the couch with him in her arms. She unfastened her blouse and started to breastfeed Jake. Mason stood in the doorway watching intently. When Mary had finished feeding Jake, she burped him and checked his diaper before putting him back in his rocker. Mason smiled.
"Is it my turn now"
"Oh Mason, I don't know. It really is just for babie's"
"I am a baby" smiled Mason as he pulled down his track bottoms to reveal he was wearing a pull-up diaper. Mary stared at him for a minute then got up saying "ok well take of the rest of your clothes and i'll be back in a minute"
She went upstairs and when she came back Mason was standing there in just his pull-up. She walked over to him.
"Raise your arms up" she told him and when he did she pulled his arms through the sleeves of a pink garment and down over his head and down his body. She smoothed it out before fastening the snaps between his legs. Then it dawned on him the it was an oversized pink babygrow.
"There you go, now you really look like a baby, are you ready for your feed Em"
Mason nodded eagerly as she sat on the couch and pulled him into her arms, she set up the baby blanket as before and then presented her breast for him to suckle which he happily accepted. She gased at the blonde head eagerly suckling on her nipple and in her eyes it was her little Emily feeding from her breast once more. After a few minutes she pulled Mason from her breast.
"hey leave some for Jake" she joked
"He can have the other one" he laughed
"Come on baby, you can have some more later. You can play with your dollie's for awhile" she said as she got up of the couch and carried him over to a playpen in the corner of the sittingroom.
 
"you play nicely while i get some cleaning done"
as he sat in the playpen he started to play with the dolls, he had never played with dols before but dressed the way he was it felt comfortable to do so. Mary set about cleaning the house.A little while later he had an urgent urge to pee, he called mary who came back into the sittingroom
"Yes Honey, are you ok"
"i need to pee real bad"
"so!" replied Mary "you wanted to be a baby, drink my milk, wear diapers, use them"
"i...i cant, i cant use the diaper" he stuttered
she knelt down beside the playpen and started stroking his hair.
"ofcourse you can baby, go on, do it for mommy". He stared into her eyes and relaxed and slowly he felt the warmth of the pee as he wet his pull-up.
"that's a good baby, who's a good baby? you are arent you" she cooed as she craddled him and rocked him to and fro. Mason felt warm and safe, a feeling he hadn't had in so many years. He started to cry.
"oh Em, Whats wrong honey? Is it because you wet your pull-up. Oh honey dont feel bad, its ok, its ok"
"No No its not that.....its..." he cried
"Then whats wrong Baby?"
"it's just.... I've never had a mommy... to hold me before"
"well you have now, forever and ever" She told him. She smiled down at this pretty young thing in her arms and he smiled back, a smile so large she thought it would take over his face. And this is how it went for the next few weeks, everyday after school he would arrive, she would diaper him and dress him in the babygrow and he would do his homework dressed as a baby. Sometimes she would put ribbons in his hair, just give it a cuter look she told him.
A month before the Summer holidays Mason's father called to see Mary, saying he had a problem.
"Whats wrong Steve? Can i help?" she asked
"Well... I've got a new job..... Money's alot better....." He started
"Thats brilliant" She cried hugging him "So whatt...."
He cut in, "It's in Asia, 6 months atleast...... I dont know what to do, I cant take Mason, there's too much traveling and I've no one else to turn too. Could you? Maybe.....Take him in, i'll pay you and...."
"Ofcourse Steve, thats not a problem, He can stay here and we'll look after the house, you know, water plants and the like"
"Thats Brilliant Mary, you're a lifesaver. And I know he'll be happy to stay with you, He never stops talking about you. I call over at the weekend and we can sort out all the details" Steve said happily has he turned to leave.
That night when Mason came in from Marys his Dad was in the Kitchen cooking.
"that you Mase buddy" Steve called
"Yeah Dad, Whats for dinner?" Called Mason
"Mac and cheese, did you not get fed over in Mary's?"
"yeah, but i'm hungry again" Mason replied. Steve laughed, 'thats my boy' he thought to himself. As they ate Steve desided to broach the subject of his new job.
"Mase, you know I've been looking for a better job, something to make our life a lot more comfortable"
"yeah dad, why? did you get one?" said Mason excitedly
"Yes, but there is a bit of a problem,its in Asia, well all over Asia"
"oh" said Mason, sencing what was coming. "What about me?"
"Well you could come, but you'd be on your own a lot, in a strange country.....Look Mason, I'm sorry but i think you would be better staying here"
""HERE?? But where will i stay?"
"Well... I have spoken to someone, someone you like and she said yes"
"You mean.....Mary, I get to stay with Mary?"
"Yes.... Is that okay?"
"well..... I suppose, She is great"
"Brilliant, its only for 6 months and i hope to be home every 6 weeks if i can"
"okay" said Mason, trying to conceal the exceitement in his voice. Six months living with Mary.
The following day after school Mason raced over to Mary's house.
"I'm staying here for 6 months"
"Yes Baby, isnt that exciting, now lets get your diaper on and then you can do your homework" With that she led him by the hand into the sittingroom. She had him strip and then lie down on a plastic changing mat where she diapered him and put him in his pink babygrow. When she had him dressed she put a pink soother in his mouth and told him
"Now baby,you do your homework and then when its done you can have some milk"

Mason's Choice

Saturday morning, only a week till the summer holidays, a week till his dad left him for six months, six months living with Mary. His mind began to race with thoughts, how different would his life be? would he spend the whole time as a baby?. He climbed the steps to her front door and rang the bell before he saw his name on an envelope. He opened it and removed the note
"Mason, had to go into town with jake, back about 1. Left the backdoor unlocked and theres a bottle of milk in the fridge. Be good Love Mary"
He went round the back and entered the kitchen by the backdoor, locking it behind himself. He opened the fridge. On the shelf there where two bottles with post-its on them. One said Mason, the other said Emily. He stared at the bottles. This was a test, he had to choose, stay as Mason or............become Emily. He took a bottle and started drinking the contents as he headed for the stairs and up to the nursery. Once inside he stripped naked, picked up a pull-up and put it on. He was about to put on the pink babygrow when an urge hit him. Walking over to the chest of drawers he browsed through all the available garments. He spotted what he was looking for. He took it out and held it against his naked upper body, it send an electric like trill through him. He quickly put it on then search for a matching pair of panties and put them on too. He admired himself in the mirror. Then he took his bottle and climbed into the crib. He lay there slowly sucking on his bottle and quitely fell asleep.

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